One month after I'm closing a cycle today. One of preparation and building on strength. Did I make this process fully aware? I'm not sure. I'm sure I'm following my dream. Somehow the mind which is not longer in control, serves as a tool and anchor. Serving tool in training process and a strange reminder of some fear I sometime felt.
First 3 chakras are still affected by the mind. Fear and uncertainty makes my stomach revolt and my arse aches. Feel a sense of slowing down, like between my unconscious mind and my higher self work together to make me slow down and follow some divine order. As if the times were already settled and my pains are a result of my still untrained mind trying to control.
I'm much stronger than when I arrived, I would say I'm as when I left to Mexico 7 months ago. Physically that is. Mentally, I'm still testing this new 2 hand organ with a brand new program that I'm still learning to work with.
When I step back and see what's been done and what's about to follow comes a realisation of something so much bigger in play.
I realise I'm just an instrument getting tuned and ready for action and this action starts tomorrow when for the first time I'll be talking in public about my experience and my services. Letting the magic to happen through me as I follow my inner guidance with unconditional love and humble service.
Today we close the fist chapter of training of becoming stronger in my body, mind and spirit. Tomorrow we begin performing and showing what I'm capable of.
All is well and I'm ready to come out of the closet with security in insecurity and safety on the unknown.
And so it is!
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