I have to admit that if it hadn't been for the pain I would have stayed in bed for a bit longer.
Preparing for my meditation I channeled my body and my higher self tuning into the pain. I asked myself what is what I need to know about this pain and in silence I waited for answer and it came in waves. First my mother as today we celebrate mothers day in Mexico and then David's the big love of my life for the moment. I realised I needed to connect with this people, with my mom I had been a little distant not wanting to share my full emotions here in London. I'm very grateful and always focus on the blessings but sometimes I just feel pain, my mind may block the understanding but my body still feels the feelings and thanks to that realise that I need to put attention on something. Then with D, I realised that we are more similar than we think we are. He's so material focused and me so spiritually focused but both are perfectionist and are great architects of reality and that we both needed a bit of attention.
I needed someone to hug and he needed to be hugged in his day off work. So I gave him a massage which relaxed the walls between us. Not that things are coming back but at least we can say good bye with love and care.
The whole day I've been massaging, talking, fooling around, laughing and eating. It was a great day with so much love and compassion for each other.
I'm glad that today beautiful great things happened without planing or attaching thought to them.
So today WE ENJOY LOVE
:)
LoveAlways
xXx
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