This pain is located on my first chakra, with this I understand a need to address feelings of belonging and security. There's a part of me looking for security, a place to live, a job to make money from, etc. in another perspective there's a side of me who trust I'll be provided while a do what I came back here to do. That is to serve in anyway possible to elevate the energy and consciousness of the collective mind. I'm realising how by elevating my own ill be in a better position to assist and coach others to transcend their own. So, with this understanding I welcome the pain that I feel so I can learn from it.
I understand that love and shift of emotions towards this pain can transform the pain into joy, disease into health and now I choose to love this pain which is teaching me to trust from deeper levels.
There's so much going on, my life is transforming. Sometimes I fee strong and very secure, other times I feel very vulnerable and alone, a duality of mind and spirit, mortality and immortality.
Every time I'm working, sharing, serving a transformation happens. I'm not myself, I am an instrument, that shines but then I go back to my solitude and I become me again. Like superman helping others and clark Kent in weakness and insecurity helping myself.
Maybe is part of the balance, I don't know. May be is the way it is and I should learn to live with it while I learn to be Superman all the time. Here I remember my friend Nicole saying: I know nothing. And I truly don't I rather trust that someone knows better than me and thus guiding my steps into light.
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