19.5.12 Eclipse Pleiades Alignment

For the last two night I've been having very interesting and fabulous dreams. The sight of great mother ships crossing the sky with a new civilisation making contact. Not strangely enough as it was my dream I became an important personality in the new world, with powers and abilities from other worlds, cultures and dimensions.

In the real world things were a bit more of the same, yoga class in the morning teaching about the importance of the cosmic alignments with the Pleiades star cluster, the sun annular eclipse and the new window of possible understanding of who we are.

I've been talking for so long about all this and today for the first time sounds to me like mambo-yambo. Of courses believe in the power of the connection with the cosmos but for some reason today, looking around and seeing everybody trying so hard to understand their own life and failing miserably makes me wonder what's all this really about.
From the practical misery of the ones hating their jobs and lives, to the ones in higher positions of truth and creation. We all experience pain in very uncomfortable places. All of us have the no understanding of understanding nothing, which at the end makes everything just a little more irrelevant.

Why to worry so much about making a long lasting impression. Is really that not important? Is everything just a game of egos? If so, why trying to win. Win what? Is happiness a price?, what about abundance, health and comfort?
We know we want health, but why? To enjoy more what? What about if dealing with pain is all there is? What about not craving for stability and safety but instead loving the insecurity and instability of an ever changing world.

I do believe I know nothing, nothing that is truly important at least. What makes the world go around and what makes the stars shine.

Understanding fear to experience love, loving pain to appreciate health. All this soup of words that al least in my case are the breath of my life. It may not be important to anyone else but by God, it is very important to me and that is good enough for me.

I trust that what I've discover would be I'd some use to someone else and will help alleviate their suffering and chaotic pain. I may not speak of reason but I certainly speak of love and I wish to share the very tiny nothing I have discovered and conquered just in case someone gets inspired to do the same for themselves and that would make my life worth living, even in pain and confusion, lost and ignored. However, I know because I know, because I know that there's a reason for for a fool like me to exist and that is good. Very good!

LoveAlways
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