Thank you so much for your email, you have no idea how much it means to me to have this first feedback. It has been very difficult to try to understand all that has happened over the years and being ignored or condemn for so long only made it worse.
But if I could ask your opinion about this story, what would you say about it? Is in any way compelling? You think is worth writing it?
I have a lifetime of material to put together a book or several :) but I'm not sure about its potential and my writing skills. English is not my first language as you probably guessed and I feel a bit insecure about outlining a book proposal. Do you think someone would be interested in writing this book together? Would you?
Dear mark, I have no idea how this works, procedures or code of conduct. I truly bless and appreciate this opportunity you give me to be in touch with you. I don't want to abuse your generosity and I'm sorry if I'm asking too much.
humbly yours,
Eduardo
xXx
On 12 Aug 2012, at 09:14, Mark Dowd wrote:
Eduardo
Thanks for this brief summary. It strikes me that your story is much more suited to book than newspaper article treatment. I think doing justice to all the twists and turns and complextities would be so difficult in a mere 1500-1800 words which is all the press give you.
Have you tried writing out an outline as a book proposal? It might be worth a thought…??
Mark
From: Eduardo Blanco [mailto:eduardoblancouk@mac.com]
Sent: 09 August 2012 08:33
To: Mark Dowd
Subject: Re: a friend's story ...
Dear Mark,
Thank you so very much for allowing me to get in touch with you. Sorry for the late reply, I needed time to focus on the right intention and reasons why share this story in confidentiality.
I'm sharing with you one chapter of this story which includes very powerful characters and events that transformed the course of my life.
Will try to be as concise as possible in this first direct communication with you.
I look forward to your feedback and comments.
With immense respect and gratitude
Eduardo Blanco
xXx
CHAPTER 33 - BishopsGate
In 2007 after a couple of years of continue depression, confusion and self-destruction aggravated by a deadly diagnose received a year earlier, Ed met M.
Ed's services as companion were greatly embraced by M who at the beginning gave him a powerful sense of protection and guidance. A feeling that lasted for over 3 years with very compelling results.
With great quantities of money and drugs being poured over him, Ed's life came to an end on the 23 of October, 2007 after a crystal-meth overdose. An episode that got documented on the blog: http://becomingtheoneiwant.blogspot.co.uk/2008/10/light-at-end-of-tunnel-my-story.html one year later.
After coming back from what he felt was the end of his life, Ed began to experience a very powerful awakening of spirituality and consciousness. Knew he needed to leave behind the very toxic behaviours and relationships he had surrounded himself with. However, Ed was still 100% dependent on M's financial support which he needed to repay in services and situations that kept him trapped in the cycle of addictions and fears.
Realised the need for a complete change and traveled to Mexico, only few days after awakening from the OD, a trip to detox physically, mentally and emotionally. Secluded with his mother and her 25+ years of experience as Kundalini and spiritual teacher, he found a connection with some sort of higher consciousness which became stronger with time and Ed realised something big had happen within himself. He became aware of situations never noticed before with the understanding of the illusion that the duality of the mind creates and a connection with a spiritual dimension that filled his Being with so much love and light.
Two months after, Ed's back in London with the conviction to transform his life and his world. He shared his intentions with M and told him about what was going on in his mind and the spiritual awakening he was having. The toxic life-style, dependance to substances and financial help were not longer what he was looking for. With this new awareness his creativity also expanded, by then he had created a handful of beautiful new ideas, one of them became 'the project'. A website to promote health and fitness among communities which in time captivated many minds and hearts even across the oceans reaching companies in NYC and Canada. https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=153432210584
M could not let go of Ed that easily so offered to help with the creation of iSportYou (the project) if Ed accepted to keep their relationship alive.
Ed felt very happy and believed in Ms good intentions to help him become someone of respect and substance, healed from the inside out. But as the help arrived also the demands. Ed needed to continue providing the fun and toxisity M craved and so much harm caused to Ed's immune system and life. M was perfectly aware of Ed's new natural and alternative approach to self healing, more importantly so with the deadly diagnose he carried over his shoulders which started to demand treatment.
He tried hard to distance himself from that lifestyle without upsetting the benefactor. However, Ed realised that M's offer to help wasn't unconditional, and worse, it was never meant to involved him or his expertise as businessman only his very controlled and manipulative financial assistance.
The more Ed tried to pull back from negativity the more M pull back his support. Unfortunately by that time Ed had already a group of four people working on the creation and programming of the website, a project manager and an office in Mayfair. The expenses were many and he needed to constantly produce large amounts of money to keep the ball rolling. Realised how he got himself inside a very tight force jacket. His relationship with M was not longer only affecting himself but now, it was affecting also the group of people that had believed in him and more importantly in 'the project'. He couldn't continue with that farce for it was not helping anyone but Ms. He kept having his fun... but not for long.
Noticing the dynamics being played Ed finally put a stop to M's demands with the obvious reaction. The project ended and Ed freed himself. From that moment onwards he had the chance to deal with the alternative theory about HIV (http://rethinkingaids.com/) and self healing of my body, mind and spirit.
A couple of years later Ed returned to London after spending 6 months inside the Mayan jungle of central America where he went through another amazing process of transformation and spirituality. His life and identity dissolved under the 11.11.11 alignment and he needed to reinvent himself once again. He began to work as spiritual coach and healer, sharing and using his experience to assist in the evolution of human awareness and the expansion of the mind to better understand who we truly are in relationship with each other and the universe.
http://www.eduardoblanco.com
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Dear Mark, this is just a tiny smear of the complexity and depth of this story. I'd love to share with you so much more if you are ever interested.
Is my hope one day to have this story and biography published to share experience and inspire change, love and light.
Look so forward to hear from you, Muchas gracias desde fondo de mi corazon.
Dios te bendiga hoy siempre
Web:
http://www.eduardoblanco.com
Blogs:
http://spiritualpersonaltraining.blogspot.co.uk/
http://becomingtheoneiwant.blogspot.co.uk/
http://thenewhivchronicles.blogspot.co.uk/
http://awakeningdiaries.blogspot.co.uk/
Facebook:
https://www.facebook.com/LoveAlwaysx3
https://www.facebook.com/SpiritualPersonalTrainer
xXx
On 6 Aug 2012, at 13:21, Mark Dowd wrote:
Eduardo
Estamos en contacto!!
Saludos cordiales,
Mark
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