Saturday, June 29, 2013

Lost and Found


Finding the strength to get up every single time when we find ourselves down and lost is another way to build inner character and power, though we can see this only from above. How many times have I fallen? Probably I've spent more time flat on the ground than straight up but every time becomes easier to find the balance to stand proud and enjoy the view.

Seven years ago I was in a very similar situation, looking into the future with no idea of what was about to come, then everything looked dark and scary. Like seeing a big mountain in front of you and not knowing how to tackle it and begin climbing. Fear and doubt clouded the vision and the heart but HOPE made possible the first step into the unknown and with that came the second and the third. Somehow one day we made it to the top.

Seven years ago I felt I had nothing, my life was upside down waking up from a the nightmare of fears, sadness, anger and insecurities to a world of meditation, self healing and natural remedies. Where the quest thought was to find God, instead i found myself and call myself God while showing the world how to come back from death and live to tell the story.
Becoming the saviour of the world made me understand we are here first to find our true selves, then the rest is easy, very easy as happiness and health simply happens instead of being pursued, but first we have to ask ourselves and keep asking.
It's almost incredible that the most difficult question is the simplest of them all -'who am I' and I'm beginning to fear may be the only one never fully answered, thou understanding this darkness gets all other questions answered which makes things shine in the light and life turns alright.

Now, seven years later a new cycle begins and I still have no idea what's about to happen but trust everything will be alright and have everything and no-thing I need to make a great adventure come to life. I'm grateful that the circumstances are pretty decent and easy to deal with. I've been asking myself what do I need now? actually i need only time to make new dreams come true. Need nothing we don't have, having all the tools and comforts well covered. Even much money wouldn't change life that much different, thinking it'd actually take the edge off from this moment and I want to live it in full from the very beginning. I know money will come and I'm looking forward to welcome it in abundance only to give me the freedom to step into my next big mountain which will come for sure. Winners, we keep building the wealth in wisdom and experience to make life...MY LIFE, whatever it is, it's great.

Seven years ago I felt lost, today I've been found. The rest in the air and it smells of eternal gratitude. Special thanks Sioban for finding us at 3:33, I always believe in the kindness of strangers. God bless you in your travels.

LoveAlways
xXx




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