I questioned myself about how best to tackle this situation. How to best tell the doctors I'm not continuing with the treatment without sparking a debate or a lecture.
I was thinking and worrying about the worst of the outcomes. My mind was starting to feel cloudy, no clarity at all in regards my appointment. I thought about not going, cancel or postponing it. But nothing felt right inside my heart. Some how, I knew I needed to keep searching for a better solution.
With that thought in mind I chose to slept it over and went to bed.
The next morning, the debate in my head continued. What should I do? I wanted to take the best decision. I asked my guardian angels; Please help me with clarity in this matter. What is the best course of action?
Suddenly, I got it! I needed to change my perspective. I was targeting in my mind all the worse scenarios but what about if I just think about the best scenario possible.
That simple thought changed everything within me. My mind cleared up, my heart rate slowed down, I felt relaxed, safe and secure about what to do.
I imagined arriving to the clinic, asking to speak with the social worker; explaining my reasons to stop treatment in a very calm and relaxed manner; they were listening and respecting my decision without the need to argue or enter in conflict; imagined leaving in peace and in a friendly way in a matter of minutes.
The best part was imagining the feeling of self-satisfaction and achievement for having confronted a scary situation and turned it into something beautiful. I imagined and felt my courage and bravery, my honesty and clarity, my inner peace and happiness.
I knew this time it was going to be different from the very beginning. It felt like a proper closing down of a cycle. I was not running away from reality as it felt many other times, nor filled with anger, confusion, doubt or any dense/obscure feeling.
No, this time was different. I was in control of my emotions and feeling. Little did I knew, of my reality as well as I was going to find out.
Took me a lot of praying and concentration on my way to the appointment not to fall victim of my old way of thinking and worry about possible bad scenarios.
My angels were always by my side as we arrived to the clinic. Even thou I was not going over and over my imagined best scenario in my mind, i started to play it through in reality as perfectly rehearsed.
I was amazed how everything started to developed exactly as I imagined and in a matter of minutes we were saying our goodbyes with hugs and a great sense of respect for each other.
No speeches filled with fear as before, no words of pain, illness or death were spoken.
She, the social worker listened as I explained my desires for a natural and alternative treatment as if she knew or agreed with what I was saying. She then commented about my obvious spiritual strength, something that I admit made me feel very good, and didn't dispute any of my points.
On our way out the same feeling of achievement and happiness plus an immense sense of freedom flooded my heart.
I couldn't just go back home after that. I was feeling free and I wanted to enjoy this feeling much more in depth.
Got home for a quick second breakfast and we headed out to the streets again. Went for a walk in the local park filled with a beautiful forest of pine trees. Did some exercise at the park's gym... Very little but felt great and my body responded as expected. Did some shopping afterwards and drove through the small town of Metepec. Later had a bio-magnetic therapy to alined my magnetic field and a gorgeous lunch back at home.
Notes: I have/feel no candidiasis, my tongue is clean and there's a fresh taste in my mouth.
My stomach feels stronger and is holding very gracefully to everything I eat... Which is a lot. No rumbling or bloating, it feels much better now.
I want to knowledge and humbly thank my Angels and Archangels for their guidance and assistance during this day.
I intent to keep building up my power of manifestation and self-belief.
Sharing light and love where ever I go for the greatest good of all.
In Light&Love
xXx
PD: We got today a big jug to structure our water with blessings, pure positive energy thoughts and much much love.
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