12:21pm A day of mysteries

From the late at night to all this time, the last 12 hours have been involved in mystery.

First and without an explanation the remote control disappeared from the bedroom. We (mother and I) have been looking for it ever since. Specially my mom as for me has come as a blessing. I'm not a TV fan and the grotesquely big size of my moms flat TV gives me headache and blurred vision.

Then, at 3:33am my mom is awaken. We had a blackout. Normally nobody would notice until the next day but at my moms house there's a mini power station that as soon as it stops getting energy from outside it beeps, and quite loudly, I may say.
I noticed because I had awaken too to go to the toilet and on my way back was informed of the situation. Didn't care much only for the fact that now there's no heating on.

Obviously, the next morning was completely out of control. Nothing worked and routines collapsed. Mother was trying all ways to report as many times as possible the blackout to the electricity company, calling neighbours and asking them to report the situation ASAP.
A bit of chaos was felt in the air and I was just observing the situation and worrying over my own issues. I had developed a cough during the night, the chest felt a little tighter than before and noticed that my mouth was white with candidiasis.
Checked with Louise Hay's disease directory and discovered that candida appears for frustration and inability to trust, which was exactly the emotions I was experiencing. So I decided to take action or better said, words.

Prepared my breakfast while mother was absorbed in reporting the electric fault. Had my full meal and confronted mother. I talked about looking at the situation from a greater, more spiritual perspective. Loosing the control, waking up at 3:33 and noticing it, the blackout, the chaos, etc; were only a chain of events, connected with the possibility of a greater meaning.
Talked about spirituality and the need to stay present, focused. To absorb the situation in a different way.
Changes just don't happen, we need to experience the change and absorb them. Many times we need practice for a change in pattern fully settles as the untrained mind will try to stay parked in the old ways of thinking and experiencing life.

We have now the opportunity to think differently, talk differently and act differently. becoming aware of the divine expressions in what we call "reality" and trust that there's so much more that we don't know and a humble, grateful, trustful mind and heart is required to avoid chaos and obtain finally Peace of Mind and a state of Ascended Sanity.

Today I give myself permission to be all that I can be, and I deserve the very best in life. I love and appreciate myself and others.

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