I got very angry with myself, mom and everything and everyone. Probably that was the reason for the diarrea off all night and of course the meat I had for dinner last night that even when I was eating it I was not enjoying and felt heavy, salty and just damn wrong but I didn't care and packed the meal more for my desire to eat something that for hunger or enjoyment of my meal.
Now I feel more relax. I'm happy to be writing my emotions and thought and let them flow.
I already posted on Facebook and my mom is doing like hours of meditation.
I feel I have to realise I'm not alone in this process. I don't mean my mom or friends. I mean my spirit guides and angels.
I woke up feeling and thinking shit, as soon as I asked for clarity my mind relaxed, blessed my water and my stomach got better, probably because I had nothing left inside after 4-5 times going to the bathroom overnight.
Anyway, a new day is dawning and new experiences are coming my way.
Today I intent to have more present my Angels and spirit guides and rely on them for moments of uncertainty, doubt and for the blessing that all that I put in my mouth. Unfortunately fit the moment is only food and water... Id love to put a big juicy c...k :) but is not in the menu for the moment hehe.
LoveAlways
xXx
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