Today 33 days after a spiritual and physical rebirth, I´m feeling a little frustrated with my self-imposed quarantine. I do understand and accept the need of this reclusion, staying at home and keeping away from people in general building up inner as well as outer strength. However, it becomes very clear to me that I’m not the kind of person who can live a dull/boring life. I'd die in a moment if kept in captivity for too long.
During my secluded time I get to question how people do it all the time. Just to imagine the amount of self-programming that needs to be done in order to suppress the real self expression, makes me sad. But sadder is the fact that this human condition can be seen everywhere. People become robotised in order not to feel emotions at all. Otherwise, I think they would explode and run free like wild cattle, searching for real meaning to their lives, at least for a while. Of course that's not what an organized society wants or needs. Free thinkers are to be abolished and put away for who knows they might be contagious.
Addictions to TV, food, facebook and little pleasures are what make people feel temporary good enough to keep the cycle of unconscious guilt rolling back... if we’re lucky, but what about during deeper cycles of addictions to stronger substances and/or unhappiness when we become so desperate that life becomes a burden. But nothing truly changes. Everyone wants to be happy but no one is willing to explore beyond their comfort zones. Either life becomes too painful to question or people are too frightened to stand for themselves. Even the so called spiritualists or believers which in many cases is just another way cover up for their inability to express themselves, becoming followers or worse, becoming radicals of ideas completely out of touch with our current reality and human/spiritual needs.
But that's the world we live in. Too much contained unhappiness, frustration, sorrow, boredom, anger and fear that creates only one way to salvation and that is the prospect that there is no-salvation at all. The idea that there's no way out, that life is the way it is regardless of what we want or who we are. The inconceivable and so popular concept "I don't have a choice, at least not at this moment" but that moment last forever. Moments, become days, days become stories, stories become lives and at the end of our life we realise that our story can be written in one single line: I WISH I HAD FOLLOWED MY HEART JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE.
Living a life dedicated to please others is not a life at all, even thou it sound obvious not many truly understand this idea. Nowadays it is normal behaviour to comply with rules, laws and regulations. Governments, organizations and social beliefs command our judgement of right and wrong, good or bad, wanted and not wanted. We have come to adopt other people’s ideas many of which have originated ages ago and have no correlation with our current ways of being and expression. I’m not talking social anarchy but about the individual power of creation. Knowing what is best for us and taking full responsibility of our well being and happiness. This may sound selfish but let’s understand that a person cannot make someone else happy unless that person is happy in the first place.
Who programmed us to believe that random moments of comfort are worth working like slaves 90 percent of our lives and not only that, most of the times we don’t even enjoy it? Who put in our minds the idea that we need to be saved and healed in order to simply be? Who made the rules that now suffocate us to the point of no return? When did we all go so wrong that now we waste our lives hypnotised by a promise of a future that may never arrive in most of the cases? Who took our power away from us?
I believe life has to be lived every moment with every breath, soaring with excitement as we walk our paths. Discovering what we are good at and not waiting for someone to validate our abilities or condemning our disabilities. Life is our only chance to prove to ourselves our own individuality. So, why falling prey of our fears or insecurities? Why doing what other people expect of us only because they want us to? Why not dare to explore our own magnificence and individuality, especially if by not doing so only makes us feel unhappy, angry and frustrated?
In one moment we are born and in one moment we die. Can't we also see the importance of every moment in between? In each moment we choose to live or die. In each moment we choose to create or destroy. In each moment we choose to be ourselves... or not.
I know what I will do. Seize the day and believe that I AM. No one can prove me wrong for I live a life that is God, in honesty and devoted to my heart and soul, a life of service and in love to my Self, to my people, to my world.
I love being me which in reality is only yourself being reflected back to you.}
LoveAlways
xXx
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