Last night was long thou divided in several stages of deep intense dreaming that kept hiding from my conscious mind every time I woke up.
A constant flow of fluids ran from my body. Not sure if it's because we drank a lot more water thanks to the new jug and positive energy water or a self-care mechanism that divided the amount of information downloaded to our system in chapters in our own benefit.
Funny thing was how synchronised my mom and I were as we kept waking up at the same time during the night, having the same experience of intense dreaming but unable to remember what was dreamt about.
The day felt a bit weird, I was very tired and with no real energy to do much.
We prepared for a long session of movie watching and hold the position for a few hours.
3 movies after, we realised that a dear new friend was coming to offer a new kind of therapy, one which I tried for the first time a week ago.
EFT or as I call it "tap tap" great therapy which allowed me to explore my feelings and emotions. I went in the experience and one hour after I had released a lot of deep emotion a lot of tears.
Todays theme kept present. Adjustment all over. Physically, emotionally and I'm sure spiritually too.
There's a feeling growing inside of me that guides me towards greater inner changes. I still can't figure everything out but I'm already listening the call from my heart.
It relates to higher state of constant consciousness, my relationship with food as my primal primitive need, the way I see my self and the trust in my abilities. Somehow I feel my relationship with my world is about to change. As if it hadn't change enough already since my rebirth in mid January.
Anyway, I managed to turn off the tv enough time to write my blog. Unfortunately there's no much to do without it. My mom is kind of addicted to Facebook and I'm a little too bored or boring to invent new activities. Eat, tv, Facebook, or sleep, that's pretty much it. At least for today.
I'll let it be for now, relax and not do much, not even think much.
So with this high note I say goodbye until the next time.
xXx
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