Last night I left my body to travel in time and space to assist to a very special event that had my name on it in Mexico.
Between the work and dedication of three people, the participation of 13 people and thousands of Beings of many dimensions and plains we created a bridge of Love, Light & Peace across the whole world and beyond. However I know and feel the results now, I was not aware of the process been developed until it was fully completed... that happend last night and this morning as I woke up from a very real and powerful dream.
This is how it happend.
through the power of love and compassion, an event was created in Mexico that had my name on it and was intended to collect some funds to help me in the process I was submerge into. I became homeless on the 21 August and have been assisted by the government, living in temporary accommodation provided by the council. I lost all my clients due to very strange physical symptoms the doctors could not identify. My throat and rectum were completely blocked and even after few tests the doctors couldn't find anything wrong, so as they use to do, I was prescribed all the medication available for all kind of things. In the meantime, I was kept in a strange isolation of physical, mental and emotional weakness. At this point I still had no idea what was going on or if anything was interconnected or if it was part of the same process.
Spiritually, I was getting deeper and deeper into some sort of trance that lasted for many days, a numbness of the mind that allowed a connection with an emptiness never experienced before.
This situation continued for at least 3 weeks. For me it felt like some kind of identity death.
Suddenly by a change of attitude and perspective, I start to experience a very sharped awareness and ability to tap into some sort of wisdom or file cabinet that allowed me to understand what was going on and the reasons of all that was experiencing.
I began to meet with a Transcendental Psychologist and Reiki practitioner to exchange energy. I met this person first as through my Coaching services months ago. We had only one session but just after one single session she went into a journey of self discovery and told me that would probably take up to a month before we meet again. As she returned I felt an urge to contact her and offer to continue with the Coaching but she comment that money was now an issue and it would be very difficult for her to pay the £60 cost.
For me money has never been an issue and I offered to have an exchange of services. I did not offered it for free as just very recently I had learned about the flow and laws of Prosperity and Abundance, so I offered an exchange, my Coaching for her Reiki. And so we did.
Next week we agreed to meet with the intention to continue with her Coaching but from the moment we met our mind began behaving very powerfully and infused together in a dance of intellect, wisdom and philosophy. Our fist meeting we just couldn't stop talking about the Identity of the Mind and Ego and how to dissolve it to see the identity of the true-Self. Going deeper and deeper into consciousness as the minutes passed. Coaching and Reiki became very quickly 2nd in importance.
For Three weeks we met of Friday mornings and every time I was left with a massive lesson to be acknowledged and processed in order for the for it to be applied in real world ASAP.
Meanwhile, in Mexico there was a group of people so focused on the creation of an event that will help me continue or at least alleviate the difficult financial situation I was experiencing then.
During all this time also "Time" has been loosing its meaning as I began to experience synchronicity moments getting closer and closer and stating to live my life in some sort of wave that kept confirming I was at the right moment at the right place, doing and Being in alignment with the Universe.
As the day of the "Mexican Event" got closer, also the awareness and synchronistic began to close the gaps in between.
I kept posting all this emotions and thoughts on Facebook, some of them making sense, some of them not at all but to me it all made sense at some point even when I didn't know the greater purposes of those posts, intention or meaning. I kept faithful to my intuition and kept posting away :)
Yesterday 28.09.12 on the day of the Event, began as normal, but from very early hours things were just clicking in the right place. I began to get the final piece of many, many puzzles that had been commenced at different times but were going to culminate at the same time.
At this point, I was out of questions. I simply trusted that the Universe had much better idea of what was going on and I allowed my self to be guided purely by intuition.
Few steps were completed during the day, very powerful Ego confrontations, my Friday meeting to exchange energy, charging from friends love and warmth, solitude, meditation, a lot of breathing deep and slow techniques.
As the Sun began to dawn, my fears began to arrise. I felt the need of some sort of aid but remembered many of my posts on Facebook and specially one of them kept floating inside my mind "Today WE NEED NOTHING" So, diminish any need to drink, smoke or eat in excess. tried to keep my mind in silence as I have been practicing in the last few weeks like a silent mantra playing in awareness and consciousness or training a puppy or a child. Lots of patience, love and compassion.
This time wasn't that difficult and decided to maintain as clear and in the moment as possible.
At this time also the main organiser of the Event in Mexico got online and we began to chat online. My connection was terribly slow. Many times I almost desist and forget about the conversation but something kept puling me to stay on and go with the flow of feelings and emotions created. At that point I knew the conversation was more that just a chat. We were actually building up in emotion for what was going to be the Main Event, beyond the Mexican One.
The conversation lasted for hours as I followed Diana through her journey few hours before the Event. Moments of joy, laughter, tears and a lot of connection beyond the internet but from soul.
At the end, we let each other go to start the performance of that night where something special had been prepared for both.
She went offline and I went to sleep. By that time my feet, my hands and whole body were in some sort of electric shock. I tried to relax and go into deep meditation while laying down.
I began to dream very vividly about being in my room and getting up from bed. At this point I thought it was me with my body until I get to the center of the room and shoot up like a spark of light into the darkness and vastness of the Universe.
First, there was nothing even thou I felt I was travelling great distances my eyes couldn't persive absolutely nothing. I began to feel comfortable with the travel and flying sensation as I approached sea of space debris so dense I needed to go avoiding getting hit as I travel trough it. At this point I realised I was not traveling alone. Some sort of guide kept me safe from heating. It felt as a travel guide who knew perfectly the area. Now I know He/She is ALEGRIA my travel companion, an angel or spirit that had been assigned to me in 2008 during an Angelic connection.
Anyway, I had no idea where we were going or what was going on but I was enjoying the very energetic and amazing trip.
We arrived at some kind of planet that looked very similar to Earth from outside but as soon as we crossed the atmosphere I found a planet completely covered by a decadent civilisation gone very wrong.
People had many mind abilities that I could recognise as I'm stating to have acces to them myself, but used in abuse or negligence for the benefit of few only. Machines, combustion everywhere, sunlight was very limited and clouds of smoke choked the throat. There were not many habitants at least I couldn't see anyone but felt the presence of some kind of humans living there. We reached land and we began to walk though the very dark city. Everyone was in hiding, but didn't undertand of what. As I felt someone running towards us in an intent to assault. That was what I felt. but the entity got closer at fantastic speeds, just crossed our bodies and went up flying angry for not been able to take over us. It was very strange but felt like as he could sense us but we didn't belong to the same diminution.
I was guided through the place moving at very fast speed to travel from place to place. We arrived at some sort of underground facility where human cloning happend un supervised and under low quality control.
Some how that civilisation had reached a very high level of technology and mind power without the wisdom or clarity of an awaken spiritual connection. Humanoids were being produced and not longer born. Funny enough many looked like me. I had the very strong sensation that they were my children.
As we walked through the laboratory of cloned humans, we found one that was walking freely. A young boy of 15-17 years of age. Very kind and sweet features but with an empty look in his eyes walk pass in front of us. I felt as he knew we were there and looked me directly in the eyes. I smiled and felt so much love for that boy, I knew he was connected to me in in some way. But he didn't pay to much attention to me and continue his zombie walk through the dark place.
Then I was taken outside again. This time in the middle of a riot or a street manifestation. Many loked the same as the boy, lost in an empty mind with only one desire to survive . This survival I felt depended of energy, reason why they could sense our presence but could not harm us in any way. People were crazy, like a very hungry pack of wolfs. I felt very sad for those people who in reality had no reason to exist, at least not in that way as they were only result of ambition, greed and fear of very few ones who still had the ability to think and feel.
I was starting to get a grip of that world. Their lack of emotions and depth and the very decadent world they lived in, deprived of natural resources or at least clean air and water.
It was time to go back and my travel guide took my hand or or shoulder, can't remember well and we took back to the air. Crossing the vey thick and dense cloud of smoke that covered that planet. Then, into the sea of debris which I understood then was all the space trash from that planet.
We speeded up so quick that the debris disappeared turning into flashes of light giving the impression of comets traveling in the sky.
I was back in my room, I had no idea why I was shown all that. Why me? Immediately knew why. I have always Believed. I took responsibility over my acts and thought and realised that was only the product of my desires and dreams. I simply had reached a point of manifestation that made everything possible.
I entered and became aware of my body. I opened my eyes and felt gravity. I knew I was back in my body as in consciousness everything felt the same but in into the physical world.
I was very impressed and amazed with that journey. I still didn't connect the dots with the Event in Mexico. Got up, went to the toilet and came back to bed. I had another mini-dream.(Next post) as vivid as the first one but with different feeling.
When until I read Diana's chronicle of her Event in Mexico that everything clicked. I have traveled in space and time powered by the energy created in Mexico. Something only possible by the generosity and love of others. I feel I was shown the future of this planet or at least a possible outcome if we continue as we are, in zombie land.
Today has been wrapped in a vail of peace and serenity. Music played, incense burnt, meditation and cleaning. Silent and relaxed.
I know, I just wanted to document this to share with my loved ones and with those who are attracted to this post.
I send my loveAlways across time and space to all beings of planet Earth in shield of protection and love. To Mexico my kisses are in every grain of soil of that beautiful land. To my people: Diana, Akasha, Nancy and All who participated in this event. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.
LoveAlways
xXx
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