DEATH of an IDENTITY

Today was my first day trying to understand the basics of my identity. By experience I know that before seeing/understanding anything One has to step out of it. So, in my very personal way to see life I began by posting on Facebook declaring death to my name. Obviously many thought I was in some kind of danger. I AM NOT. But was very interesting to see how linked to our own identity we all are. What would someone like me do and what people expect from me? And knowing that and more importantly, what I'm not doing in order to fit into my own boundaries and those who know me?
Furtunately, I have reached a point in my life where I can consider to be VERY if not absolute honest with myself and others and have found not much I'm hiding from public view.
However, I clashed with many people that don't dare to be this open and find it confusing and aggressive even for anyone to step out of their own per-established identity.
- What are you doing? Are you ok? why are you doing it?
This were the main questions I discover people ask when for a strange reason One decides to do something different. Assuming there moust be something wrong or abnormal. In my case, people very easily assume I'm drunk or smoking weed, many times I've been drunk and high but that doesn't mean that what I'm expressing is not myself. But what about when One counciously decides to speak up One's mind. Exactly what One's thinking? I found the first blockage comes from our own mind. Almost immediately stoping something I want to express and become the thing that others will judge. The moust powerful of them our own judgements.

So, I began to question myself. If I don't allow myself to be this silly in public networks like Facebook. How many things I'm stoping myself from doing in life?

We become people's pleaser, not because we are afraid of their judgement (too) but because we have become addicted to their acceptance and agreement for our acts. As this syndrome begins to become stronger, our own sense of honesty becomes weaker.
We are not longer bound for what we are call to do, we do what's safer and that is what I found to be a barrier within my own identity. I live a public life in the open to everyone, professional, personal and social because I aim to become ONE with myself and with the rest.
This goes beyond the romantic ideas of the New Age where everybody takes about oneness and unity but the more I see this movement getting stronger the more I see people building structures and boundaries between themselves and everybody else.

There's a lot of romantic thinking out there and I find it to be as illusionary as Ego itself. Not real, for it can crumble in a second after a drink or two or if someone steps on their toes or worse when One's inspired to do something and doesn't dare to move a finger.

IAM THE ONE WHO MAKE IT HAPPEN, I know that the more I practice the smallest the gaps get between declaring and manifestation. I'm getting very good in creating change but how good I am in maintaining it? That is the question am getting very close to answer

In the meantime, I love creating confusion and chaos around me. Nobody knowing what to expect, I wish one day they expect only the unexpected, filling up their eyes with surprise and wonder with what One's capable of doing while awakening their curiosity to prove if they can do it as well.

LoveAlways
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