Today a different kind of disaster hit my coastline. A situation beyond my reach and control.
Unfortunately I was told by someone very close to me how difficult is for this person to live with the idea of my conditions. What conditions are those? I hear you asking. Well, the undying HIV positive diagnosis and the fact that even thou I had a terrible pneumonia that put me in hospital in January, I continue in my belief of not taking any retrovirals medication.
This person is sick worried about my health and wellbeing. But what can I say. I'm grateful for the love and care but I need to live my life the best way I think and feel for myself.
Unfortunately this decision of mine does not feels right to this person.
I don't want to be around people who suffers for my life choices. I'm not intending to make people suffer and I believe is not fair for anyone involved.
I'm a great human being and I deserve to be loved the way I want, just like everybody else and I believe someone will appreciate and admire my strength and love and commitment to find truth and light.
I not a sheep that follows blindly. I am my own captain and I'm very proud of my achievements and failures.
I deserve to be happy just the way I want. I know what's best for me and how to get it. I'm NOT afraid of nothing and ready for whatever life throughs at me. Whomever wants to be with me is very welcome but I won't allow anyone or anything to bring me down.
Today I'm am very happy with my life, health and spirituality and today is all I care.
I start a new chapter of my life
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