Friday, March 30, 2012
30.3.12 Another Big Day 333
I cannot be more grateful for what I have today, connection, awareness and a brand new consciousness that brightens my path and the path of many more ahead. Grateful for the amazing flow of pure light between the people I touch and the waves we ride together.
A new set of rules are now in place. We transform our lives as we choose our destiny. We are happy, healthy and holy and we love what we do and the way we do it.
It's all about love and sharing that love so everyone else feels it as well.
Tomorrow we start a new chapter of our lives as we ascend and transcend our reality. This is the Lord's doing and it is indeed wonderful in our eyes.
Thanks to all our darkness that showed us the light and to our light that showed us our darker side. We now feel at balance with life and in harmony with the Universe.
As we understand and enjoy the moment, we also allow the flow of energy to continue its magical dance, moving and moving everything around.
This too shall pass and one day we'll remember this moment as the time when all the magic began.
We shall remember who we are, as we never forget where do we come from. Love will guide our steps and fulfil every breath with the power of the Cosmos. Loving guidance that makes free, secure and protected. Loving guidance that makes us feel united with the source of our existence.
Do I believe in good? I believe I'm God!
Not only the minuscule part that has been born from IT but IT that is god.
A tool of goodness and godness that believes and creates. A faith that protects and projects.
Today I'm the new, the old rebranded. A totally new idea and creed of existence. Today WE ARE NEW.
Abundance to all, health to all, love to all, light to all.
xXx
Monday, March 26, 2012
26.3.12 Decree, an Opportunity to Be
An ordinary day made extraordinary. With trust and tranquility I take the time to enjoy every moment and every breath.
I put constant attention in feelings and emotions which server as guides during the day. I'm open to new adventures and ways to see life. I get surprised with all the health, abundance, peace, and joy that I generate inside and outside myself.
I'm free and flexible like Wind, wise and a source of change like Water, creative and transformer like Fire, safe and welcoming like Earth.
I AM WHAT I AM AND WHAT I AM NEEDS NO EXPLANATION
xXx
YO DECRETO MI VIDA: Un día ordinario hecho extraordinario. Con confianza y tranquilidad tomo tiempo para disfrutar de cada momento y cada respiro. Pongo constante atención en mis sentimientos y emociones que sirven como guía durante el día. Estoy abierto a nuevas aventuras y formas de ver la vida. Me sorprendo de la salud, abundancia, paz y alegría que genero dentro y a mi alrededor. Soy libre y flexible como el viento, sabio y fuente de cambio como el agua, creativo y transformador como el fuego; seguro y acogedor como la tierra.
Yo soy quien soy y quien soy no necesita explicación
xXx
Saturday, March 24, 2012
24.3.12 EFT Lessons of Emotional Strength
A strange wake up to a new reality where from early hours was presented with the challenge to confront my darker side.
First, my insecurities about love. Writing to my 'special one' as soon I opened my eyes and asking for confirmation that Im loved and wanted. Putting down the coldness of my emotions saying that I'm ok either way, with or without him. A total lie since I'd be devastated but I know I'd move on. A total confusion of emotions started to cloud my mind, even posting on facebook felt not real, like pushed to sound special and connected when in reality for me was was irrelevant and absurd.
The day continued and I decided to post on Facebook a letter I wrote to a person in London. My intention were to find contacts and people interested in me and my services for when I'm back. On that letter I present my current situation. I tried to be as honest as possible thou I felt into my own trap of adorning or magnifying too much certain situations but in general (98%) was very honest. Honesty that made me feel vulnerable and insecure again as I'm concerned that so much information could trigger envy, distrust or fear about me.
Then I went to a EFT workshop. This was a great opportunity to learn a new technique to liberate emotions and transcend blockages and old patterns in the personality. I focused on my insecurities that were so vivid strong that day. and so, the process began. For hours all went fantastic until the moment of letting go. I just couldn't! I was paralysed and didn't take the final step of releasing the emotion. I felt frustrated and very angry with myself. I couldn't believe I missed that opportunity.
Frustrated, confused and very angry went back home where my mother was waiting for me to go to a wedding. I felt so tired. The day before had a 9 hour straight work day. I was energetically drained and exhausted. Thinking about a wedding made me feel physically sick but still I went along. My mood was dropping as well as my energy levels. In my mind I tried to understand what had happened to me at the workshop, I was punishing me over and over for not been able to realise the insecurity.
I was so angry I wanted to punch myself. My stomach was about to explode and my head was about to implode. A total emotional chaos.
To end this roller coaster of emotions after an hour drive we arrived to the wedding site only to go back without reaching the destination. Rain, not finding the entrance and my dark mood made my mother turn the car around and decided to go back without even trying twice to find a way in.
Frustration, more anger, more confusion and lots and lots of insecurity became present. I just wanted to hit myself where it hurt most. In this case my abdomen. I tried to use my new EFT technique but couldn't.
Decided to talk to my mother, I knew I could use this situation so dark to turn it into something great. Similar to what happened on the 11.11.11 in Playa del Carmen.
So, we talked and we processed. I realised the golden opportunity to forgive myself and treat me with love and care when things and situations are going wrong or bad. Normally I used to hide and punish myself with food, alcohol, drugs or anything that made me forget about the situation. Running from it and then feeling guilty for my emotional weakness.
Now, I have a new vision. I can see the underlying reason of things. When we ask for strength we don't get stronger we get the situations and opportunities to exercise our strength. Today everything went 'wrong' and was the greatest opportunity to make it 'right'.
I need more exercises like this if I want to be sure that nothing will stop my progress once I'm back in London and putting down the foundation of my new life. I'm learning to structure firm and secure. Consistent with my new awareness and consciousness.
Thank you for today's great lesson
SatNam
xXx
Attention London: Services Offered in Higher Consciousness

Thursday, March 22, 2012
Inner Bonding

I am deeply grateful that I was able to start Inner Bonding from this place.
I believe that a commitment to totally wanting to know the truth, whether present from the beginning or developed as the loving adult gets stronger, is essential for Inner Bonding.
It is the prerequisite for being open to learning (necessary but not all of it).
This can present a huge challenge for people who become overwhelmed by pain in the face of criticism.
The desire to know the truth can become totally swamped by the overwhelming pain of being told that you are doing something wrong by others or by the hurting child inside.
The wounded self just wants to have control over stopping the pain and cannot begin to understand where it is really coming from.
The wounded self cannot imagine a time when the truth from the hurting inner child or from others will be welcomed as the gift it is, another opportunity to make life even better!
The second component of the intent to learn is wanting to know and take the loving action.
It is perfectly possible to learn all about how we are abandoning our inner child without very much changing.
For healing to take place, we have to be committed to learning how to treat our inner child in a way that results in their feeling safe and loved.
This too can be very challenging, especially for people with very little experience of being treated in a loving way or perhaps in being a loving parent.
The wounded self defaults to "I can't do this.
I need to find someone else to do it for me" which shuts down the learning process.
It cannot envision how joyful and actually easy it will be to take care of our wonderful inner child.
I have also noticed that some people, indeed some "healing paths" try to skip the first part, learning the truth about the reasons for our pain and go straight to the second, trying to stop the pain, trying to directly bring love to the inner child.
This is the equivalent of giving cookies to a crying child without ever learning why they are crying.
This is trying to stop the pain without ever taking responsibility for causing it in the first place. It is a bypass that may temporarily stop the crying but actually perpetuates the inner abandonment that is causing the pain.
So perhaps it would be useful to honestly ask yourself the question in the title of this column: "Do I really want to know the truth or do I just want to stop the pain?"
There is actually no right answer here, because if you do just want to stop the pain, accepting that is actually and paradoxically the first step to wanting to know the truth.
All of us experience that at times.
But if that is the way it really is right now in your life, you are better off working with and healing the beliefs that underlie that rather than basing your inner bonding practice on pretending to yourself that you are truly in the intent to learn and wondering why you are not feeling any better.
As we do truly open to learning, the universe totally supports us in sending us people and the experiences that support our ability to live our lives to the fullest. It is hard for the frightened wounded kids who are running our lives to trust this, but I promise you that if you really face the truth and you really want it, there is a life for you that is beyond your wildest dreams. I know mine is and I am not the only one.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
21.3.12 = 3.3.3 = Time to Choose
The damned shall go to hell, not by judgement but by choice.
We are now presented with the option to choose between our happiness or our righteousness, the choice between What we truly want and what we believe is right for us. Mind Vs Spirit.
This may sound dramatic but in reality is the very simple fact that we now can choose to follow our own inner guidance or keep doing what we were told and been told since we were born. Cosmically we now have the green light to go through with our inner desires and dreams with the total support of the Universe.
Materialising dreams has never been so easy that's why we also need to pay close attention to what we dream about. Are our dreams dreams that inspire us or nightmares that scare us? Are we ready to fly or still scare of heights?
The chose is ours and no one else, no god, no universe, no family, no past. This time there are NO EXCUSES. If we choose to be miserable because we are to scare to adventure into the unknown, then so be it! But don't come crying because you're dying.
Fear and doubt is does not exist, the only thing real is the absence of faith and trust. As darkness does not exist only the absence of light. As cold does not exist only the absence of warmth. As the devil does not exist only the absence of God.
As we can see, we have lived believing an illusion created by those who knew more and passed over by those who knew less. But that was the way it was, nothing to do with the way it is and obviously niether with the way it will be.
So with a new understanding of our own revelation of who we truly are, (whomever has it), is time now to choose to live by our truth. Our individual truth of existence and happiness. Choosing to live by our convictions and wisdom. Willing to discover new worlds, new horizons. With the understanding that there's so much more we could never comprehend and that we are only here to experience our own magnificence and not the magnificence of it all.
Let this be a time for change. If you don't know what happiness is or choosing confuse you, then choose change. Change will happen and you'll be open and willing to transform yourself. If in the other hand you know who you are and what you want then choose strength and determination to be faithful to you.
Whatever you choose is yours. This is your birthright enjoy your decision and live by your choice.
I will always love you
In Love&Light
3:33 - 11:11
xXx
Embrace / Abraza

1st Edwardian Law of Happiness / 1era Ley Eduardiana de la Felicidad
English/Spanish
FACT:
Embrace what you don't want to attract what you do:
Embrace sadness to know happiness,
Embrace danger to experience safety,
Embrace doubt to find clarity,
Embrace anger to promote tolerance,
Embrace pain to learn about health,
Embrace austerity to project abundance,
Embrace loneliness to feel company,
Embrace poverty to create wealth,
Embrace ignorance to enjoy wisdom,
Embrace darkness to be the light,
Embrace fear to understand love,
Embrace death to live forever,
Embrace me to embrace yourself.
/
HECHO
Abraza lo que tu no quieres para atraer lo que si:
Abraza la tristeza para conocer la felicidad,
Abraza el peligro para experimentar la seguridad,
Abraza la duda para encontrar claridad,
Abraza el enojo para promoveer tolerancia,
Abraza el dolor para conocer la salud,
Abraza la austeridad para projectar abundancia,
Abraza la soledad para sentir compañia,
Abraza la pobreza para crear riqueza,
Abraza la ignorancia para disfrutar sabiduria,
Abraza la obscuridad para ser luz,
Abraza el miedo para entender amor,
Abraza la muerte para vivir para siempre,
Abraza me para abrazarte a ti.
LoveAlways
xXx
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
20.3.12 Earthquake! Time to Dance
I'm in a moment of total transformation and self belief. Events like these bring a sense of normality into my very out normal life.
Having the earth shaking at 7.4- 7.9 magnitude does the magic to bring change and awareness to all those who experienced it.
Tomorrow is equinox time. Nothing is more or less. Darkness and Lightness will be equal and the time to choose your side has arise. I choose to be the light. I am the life of light and with fire I transcend into a higher vibration of truth.
It's time to bring the change. God help us and show us the way. Protectors and guide us at all times. May the lord, my Angels and archangels, spirit guides and elevated masters be with us.
The show must go on!
SatNam
xXx
Monday, March 19, 2012
19.3.12 Communication established

Yesterday we opened a new line of communication with the Self. Today, a new communication route opened with the outside world.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
18.3.12 Enough is enough
Mind, Body and Spirit in harmony with the Universe to reach our destiny on 21.3.12 xXx
Today was a day to decree change, transition and ascension. Early in the morning i just got enough, couldn't take it anymore. Realised how my mind and my body were in disharmony with my spirit. Yes, I agree that until now I needed to go through the discomfort to learn to love myself. Learning to transcend this phase in my life has been a real challenge, but enough is enough! NOW is time to make a big change. I'm not afraid of who I am and what I'm capable of, I'm NOW aware and sure of me, my talents and gifts. I know what I want to do and I'm finding very easy to know how to do it.
Very grateful for the ability to understand the power of creation and the ability to transform reality. I now put together along with the Universe a profound desire to come TOGETHER and assemble myself.
Mind serving as the brilliant engine that moves the ship that is my body, under the absolute command of my soul. Now the trilogy is complete and well tuned. The Captain knows the destination and how to get there, the engine works and responds to the captain's command with precision and speed expected and the vassal keeps strong and well build to takes us safe and secured to our destination.
We are not alone. The Universe and the energies of high frequencies support our needs and desires. Now is the time to live the dream and spread the wings.
A new power has been awaken,
Only 3 days to alignment.
SatNam
xXx
Friday, March 16, 2012
16.3.12 Affirmations work
Immediately after all began to come back to normal. My stomach feels more peaceful and my mind is more relaxed.
I got back to work today at full speed. Very happy with results and the way all is going.
Moving together at the speed of chaos.
Moving as much as possible
Affirmations:
-I deserve it and it is for me. (all the good things I have and enjoy) Stomach & fear.
-I trust the process of life and I'm safe. Lungs and trust.
-I am willing to feel and is ok to be me. Sense of worthiness and self love
-It is safe to to be me. Safety and security
xXx
Thursday, March 15, 2012
3.3.3-15.3.12 Days of our life
This week had the opportunity to experience one of the basic feelings of my life. I had the ability to confront my greatest fears once again. This time with the intensity of my work.
I've been working and sharing my abilities with the help of the tarot readings. I cannot express enough the satisfaction I get to see my connection with my clients and their needs.
I realised the enormous help I can be to assist in their advance as souls.
On Monday I had the chance to sell my coaching program for the first time in Metepec. I could see the importance and need of my services and the openness of my student to receive them.
It is a great opportunity to make a difference and I took it, not knowing at the time how important was going to be for me too.
This Universe had lied down the perfect setting for a great move, presenting to me the opportunity to help myself helping others. This is not new in my spiritual training, actually is the norm and modous operandi since I'm conscious of my own personal training.
When I realised the very big responsibility of my new job, immediately kicked my insecurities... Am I ready for this? Am I good enough? 3 days after my new contract and one day after my first coaching session came a physical response, getting a terrible diarrea and abdominal pain that kept me up most of the night. It felt like my stomach just went knots ;) I needed to cancel my appointments for Thursday (today) and stay home. I slept most of the day.
During my time in bed today I also processed a lot of information. Why is this happening to me? Why am I sabotaging my own success? Why do I feel so vulnerable? And finally, what am I so afraid of?
I realised that the terrible stomach flu was caused by my enormous fear and insecurities. I could almost pictured a strength line from my mouth to my rectum where whatever I took ran off instantly out of me. I realised a very intense feeling of unworthiness and guilt. I was so afraid of such great responsibility, not because I haven't done it before but because this time everything was different. I was totally aware and awake of the greater picture. I saw myself as this important piece in the structure of the Universe.
Was right in this moment when I realised the love and support from God. I had been offered the chance to help someone who could help me. This happened in very simple ways, as always. The day before, during the coaching session, I had put a homework to my student, to repeat and believe the phrase: I deserve it and it is for me. I said it with her so many times during the session, not realising at the moment I was saying it for me too.
Im very grateful for the great ability to understand the process of life and I'm sure of great success in all future situations. Now I'm working on my own new affirmation: I deserve it and it is for me, picturing all the good things I'm ready for. It feels so right, like I'm loving myself. Like I'm learning to grow, growing helping others. Learning teaching others, loving me loving others.
Thank you
xXx
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Health Update
The last time I went to see the doctor he was amazed about my recovery when he saw my X-ray. He told me my lungs looked like a teenagers one. I finished my antibiotics a week ago and there's no more medications that I'm taking.
The diarrhoea disappeared completely two weeks ago. Like it had never been in the last 4 years. For the first time in such time my stomach and intestines feel great, strong and healthy. I hope and wish it will continue this way.
Also the candidiasis disappeared completely. This happened about 2 weeks ago. I realised that it was triggered by sugar and white bread so I stopped it and with it the white coat in my tongue was gone. Showing pic attached.
The cough I had few weeks ago came as fast as it came. I believe I was detoxing my body from all the medication I took in the last couple of months. I had few days of heavy sweating when I finished with the antibiotics but it normalised itself very quickly.
My intention with this entry is solely to document this my own process and emotional and physical state of being.
My weight today is 75kg
I will start my gym workouts next week.
I practice yoga and meditation every day.
I give tarot readings, doing 15 readings a week aprox.
I'm very happy and with peace of mind.
There's no stress or fear for life or the future.
I take: 2 to 4 capsules of spirulina, 2 capsules of echinacea everyday when I remember, 300-500ml of Kombucha once every other day, vitamin C everytime I remember and L-glutamine in the mornings (not really sure what for but the doctor recommend it last time I visit him), a lot of water with clorofila.
The end for the moment.
Thank you
xXx
11.3.12 A day for disaster
Today a different kind of disaster hit my coastline. A situation beyond my reach and control.
Unfortunately I was told by someone very close to me how difficult is for this person to live with the idea of my conditions. What conditions are those? I hear you asking. Well, the undying HIV positive diagnosis and the fact that even thou I had a terrible pneumonia that put me in hospital in January, I continue in my belief of not taking any retrovirals medication.
This person is sick worried about my health and wellbeing. But what can I say. I'm grateful for the love and care but I need to live my life the best way I think and feel for myself.
Unfortunately this decision of mine does not feels right to this person.
I don't want to be around people who suffers for my life choices. I'm not intending to make people suffer and I believe is not fair for anyone involved.
I'm a great human being and I deserve to be loved the way I want, just like everybody else and I believe someone will appreciate and admire my strength and love and commitment to find truth and light.
I not a sheep that follows blindly. I am my own captain and I'm very proud of my achievements and failures.
I deserve to be happy just the way I want. I know what's best for me and how to get it. I'm NOT afraid of nothing and ready for whatever life throughs at me. Whomever wants to be with me is very welcome but I won't allow anyone or anything to bring me down.
Today I'm am very happy with my life, health and spirituality and today is all I care.
I start a new chapter of my life
Saturday, March 10, 2012
10.3.12 A Wizard's Tale
Little did he knew at that time, that all that he would discover about himself would serve him to uncover the secrets of light and a greater understanding of the spirit.
He devoted his life to serve to a higher purpose and the Universe devoted it energy to support this young wizard's dreams and desires.
Little by little he discover ever more about the secrets of his heart and by the time he grew strong enough, his powers had grown with him making him the greatest wizards of all times. Heads would turn as he walks by and silence is made in his presence.
He used love and compassion as his magic potions and spread awe in joy and turned pain in wisdom health.
What a times of great change were those when he was among us. We remember his life and celebrate his existence as if it were our own.
For ever we shall remember,
For ever we shall love
xXx
Monday, March 5, 2012
5.3.12 Meaning Businness
Upi has arrived and with her the new energy setting of Reiki.
The day started early enough to do a little bit of stretching and my meditation Guru Guru Wahe Guru for 22mins.
Then off to the yoga centre to serve as little angel for the reiki workshop level one.
I also began to offer my services with the Tarot Zen.
Upi took the first slot and immediately after had another person interested. Now I have two bookings and one possible third.
I'm so grateful how the universe is blessing me with abundance and prosperity
Thank you God and dear Angels
xXx
Saturday, March 3, 2012
3.3.12 A day to remember
I choose to create the happiest of times and abundance and wealth.
A turn in energy today was created
Thank you god.
xXx























