First, let me tell you a little story. This story is about natural health and the power of the mind.
All began 8 years ago, when I first found out the controversy theory about HIV.
This theory claims that HIV is not the cause of AIDS.
Regardless of the logistics and validity of such theory, I chose back in 2008, when I first encounter such claim, to trust and believe it. Knowing that there had to be be some sort of truth behind it, since scientist, doctors and journalist from all over the world were behind it. However, I couldn't put all my faith in the new ideas since the old beliefs about HIV did also resonated with truth within myself.
So, I did what I do best and throw myself into a new challenge to discover what the hell is true and real for me.
Of course, this means that what is true for me it is only that... true for me, and everything I share here should be taken as that... my truth and nothing else. I asume no responsibility over your shit. Your shit is your shit and you should know how to deal with that.
If you want to know about what happened between 2006 when I first got diagnosed HIV positive and 20-13, I suggest you buy my new book I AM DARKLIGHT by Eduardo Emris. This book tells all the stories about how HIV did not kill me when it was supposed to do so.
However, this new sets of videos is intended to document the present moment and circumstances.
I've chosen to record this process now, because I believe to have finally found the Philosopher's Stone in regards healing AIDS naturally.
In this process, I have gone through a massive transformation, but I can say that the most meaningful one would be, the transformation of my mind. My subconscious mind to be exact. In this moment, I believe to be able to dive deep into the Dark waters of my mind without pain, anxiety or fear, and this helps me to have more understanding of the mechanics of my reality and how to move forward in the way I intend to live my life.
I am not saying I'm an expert in this field, but I can definitely say that I can find my way out of the darkness of my mind. This is particularly interesting, useful and beneficial since it allows me to achieve my goal, in health, peace and love.
So, today I begin a new countdown. In 15 days I will take a blood test to measure the level of this transformation, and it will be performed by the NHS, my HIV doctors to be more precise.
I have been determined to find natural vibrant health and balance for 8 years, but for the last 9 months, I've been receiving confirmation and proof, that what I've been doing is working and its healing my body and mind.
Quantum Healing is the ability to act and not-react in a conscious way. Able to learn from all the events and circumstances that the moment presents in awareness and trust that we are always moving in the right direction.
This is an example of Quantum Healing:
This happened to me today.
Imagine waking up in the morning. This is the moment when you begin to forget the dreams you dreamt during the night. You are still half-sleep and suddenly you can feel an intense fear harbouring in your heart. Immediately, your mind begins to look for the meaning of your fear.-- What is this fear all about? You ask yourself.
Out of nowhere, your mind creates a scenario, which resembles past events when you felt the same fear, in similar circumstances. In that moment the fear feels familiar, you recognise it as yours and the fear grounds itself in you.
Anxious, you begin to worry. You know you have things to do, your day is awaiting for you. You cannot afford not to feel good, but you can't avoid feeling bad. In that moment you are presented with a choice....
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
You know where the fear comes from. You know its shape, Its colour and its strength. But you also know, you've been doing all you can to overcome your obstacles. You've been disciplined, and committed to change and improve yourself. You know you cannot longer live the way you did before.
You can't allow yourself to feel Not-Good-Enough, not powerful enough, not rich enough, not happy enough, not loved enough. But you cannot deny the fear and weakness that you feel. In that moment, you choose not to react, and sit in silence, waiting for the impulse to act.
Minutes pass and you let go of all your worries. Your eyes close and your mind becomes silent.
For a while, nothing happens. You are aware of the possibility of you not feeling well enough to go to work today, and that is ok. Your health is first. But you want to go, not because you have to but because you love what you do, and you know it will make you feel a lot better doing what you love doing, than staying alone in bed feeling afraid, naked and sick.
For a moment, you drift into no-mans-land but before the dream begins, it ends with an impulse to act. A certain energy overpowers your mind, and you get ready to go to work.
This day, you perform like never before. You find strength out of nowhere, and realised the symptoms you felt were created by your subconscious mind, and the only thing your mind needed to make those fears real was the acknowledgment of your conscious self. In that moment, you know that if had believed that you were in fact sick, weak and tired you wouldn't have felt this strong right now. You don't know exactly how things happened, but you know you feel good, powerful and strong; and today becomes a very good day. You create, you trust and you heal. And so it is. 333
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