19.4.12 Sanity, insanity, truth or fiction

The day started like every other day. Loved my very intense dream but few minutes after waking up I had forgotten about it. Felt very tired, almost exhausted but needed to get up and dealt with the day.
My new disciplined mind craved for meditation and that was all the motivation I needed to startup my day.
My meditation was filled with thoughts and hardly managed to cleared my mind. However, I felt it worked.

Then exercise at my moms gym. I truly liked that place. If I was to stay here I'd definitely join that place. Precisely the kind environment I enjoy.

Later my readings started with a new intensity. I was not holding back any information or channeling. I was speaking my heart and was doing its job. Tears, laughs, shocks, my reading were producing all kinds of reactions.

I realised I was meant to honour my feelings beyond my understanding. But how to do something you don't know. Flowing is the new rule. Just go with the flow and make sure that nothing stops this flow.

Amazing things came out. A new understanding about my insanity came toward and looked very sane indeed. I now embrace all that once I wanted to hide and use it as my greatest tool.

Is like I wanted to get rid of a big stone I was holding in my hand. Making all possible efforts not to have it and feeling shame about ever having it. BUT... Suddenly realising that the massive stone is made of Gold! I've been sitting on a fortune and just realized its value. I won't say what is it yet as it will come as a big surprise to you all when its finally ready.

In my journey, the greatest piece is the smallest of all.

I'm very tired, making a real effort to document today. But I feel that's enough. Good night.
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