So I went to the local park and did some stretching and worked my strength. But kept feeling a bit weak and the pain in my lower back got just tiny bit better as I warmed up but got bad again when cooled down.
It made think twice when my mom gets me a magnet belt and place it around my waist and felt the pain going away. I knew by then that this pain was energy blocked and I needed to do something deeper than exercise to heal and transcend it.
My life was turning great, my health was doing amazing things, my emotions were balancing and my mind was behaving and disciplined. However, my love life was hanging from a threat. My bf was constantly in my mind and couldn't do anything without him jumping in front of all thought and cause my butterflies to go all crazy in my stomach.
I knew this lower back pain had to do something with my first, second and third chakra. I was feeling insecure and fearful about my relationship with him. I knew we were not meant to be together but a was very afraid of loosing him. I truly love him very deeply and I didn't know what was going to happen between us.
I needed to do something, I was not getting more reaction from him and this situation was killing me softly. I decided I couldn't do much but to open myself to him and share my feelings. Of course I want to keep him in my life but I didn't know how.
Finally wrote him a message and declared I needed attention, freed myself and him from any attachment and let go. Minutes after I got an answer with the most beautiful news, I was being set free as well but with the guarantee that we will always love each other and be in each others life.
I cannot express how grateful and full of love I feel. Thanks to this new perspective I have now healed my love life. I'm open to new possibilities and ready to live fully again. I believe in the power of love and that someone out there is already looking for me as I am for him.
Thank you my love, my life, my light
I will always love you
Always
xXx
PD: The lower back pain has almost disappeared with the transcending and evolving of my love relationship into friendship.
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