30.4.12 Childrens day

Today we celebrate children's day back in Mexico and at some point thought earlier in the morning that my day would be full of adventure but it began quite late as my level of energy dropped to the floor when David left to work. By 12 noon I had my appointment with my oracle postponed to Wednesday and my time to get to the gym hardly diminished. So trying no to think much I got ready I took myself to some healthy exercise.

Met my oracle later on Camdem to whom I shared my story about Mexico and the spiritual journey lived during the last six months. Asked for advice to began creating my profession hoping to get few good ideas but nothing really clicked. It was like I shouldn't be worrying about doing but more relaxing and letting it come to me.
So, right now I still don't have much idea about how am I going to make it out of David's flat by the end of May but some kind of trust and faith is keeping me calmed and relaxed.

My inner child had a rough day, feeling tired and needy, not really knowing what to do. Like when you arrive to a house where you don't know the people and don't know what to do with yourself, where to put your hands or when to speak. So I did what I did best and munched a lot. Ate what I found and bought more just in case. Now, Ofcourse my stomach is shouting back at me but even thou a bit stressed is keeping things moving. It sounds like my plumbing is revolting and rebelling against me. Anyway I hope gives me a good night sleep and don't bother too much.

Good night for the night
See you tomorrow in May

LoveAlways
xXx

29.4.12 Sunday without a twist

Simple day. Was my first day at MoreFit with my yoga class but no one showed up. Was strange my readiness to start teaching my classes. Before, I felt always a bit afraid, like stage fright but today I was actually very eager to see people coming through the doors.

Anyway, as no one came, took the time to feel the place and visualise the intention for this class. Realised how much I'd like to offer it for free as seva but for the moment I'd like to receive something while I get a regular big income.

Rained all morning and was cold. Got back home and waited for Johnny the guy who came at David's to cut my hair. I liked him almost immediately and he told me how he's studying as a image coach. I said to him that I am spiritual and fitness coach and how much I'd like to create with him an alliance to offer to people a package for total change and transformation. Spiritual for the soul, fitness and image for the body and discipline for the mind. Well, I just thought it could work pretty well.

The day went by and I just stayed in with David watching tV. Later went to the gym for a little while and finally went for dinner with Michael who recently and very suddenly lost his mom and broken up with his boyfriend today, and David who very kindly paid for me.

During the very emotional dinner triggered by the terribly sad and emotional background music in the restaurant with songs like: all by my self with Mariah Carey or Hello by Lionel Richie. We did our best to share our stories and to have a good time. At some point there were tears rolling on the table but were treated with dignity and care.

Off to bed now, feeling very tired, a bit achy for the exercise but mainly satisfied and confident that everything is as it should be. Very promising I'd say.

So, one more day comes to an end and with this we share a tear of love for all thats gone but take a deep breath with the joy of all that is yet to come.

Until next time
Ta ta
xX

28.4.12 Getting teamed up

Today it happened. We began teaming up with people and felt as building up strong foundations.
Still jet lagged with my strength and focus in fly mode began to interview at The Gym, recommended by David's Flatmate. I got a meeting with the manager Nick, an strikingly attractive yellow eyes guy. Very welcoming and open to different ways of thinking, to whom I expressed my intentions for my professional focus as spiritual and fitness coach.
An approach that was surprisingly very well taken and accepted. I now need to update my CV to send to him.

Later joined the same chain of gyms to began with my own workout. Came home and had lunch. During the afternoon I felt the need to understand a bit more about why would I be put by myself in the same position again, living with an ex and sharing bed.
This situation made me angry but there was only one answer and that was a no-answer.

Met with Gazala for coffee and dinner that she invited me. We talked about teaming up to help each other. I need help with my writing and she needs money with her monies.

After a beautiful dinner we setup what would be a great meeting.
Love Always
xZxx

27.4.12 Personal Assistant, Job taken

Walking through London gave me the sensation of taking the right steps into the life I want to live.
Felt great knowing that I'm not alone where ever I go by myself.
Now officially have a personal assistant and I'm very happy to say that this post was taken by my already devoted companion, Alegria the Angel of smooths crossing overs and travels is now the official assistant of life and spiritual matters. Please to be contacted in all matters regarding happy endings ;) lol.

London today looked fresh and I got a new mobile number which came to me exactly at 3:33pm I was a little disappointed when I noticed it had no 3s on itself, few 8s thou but no 3s. Knew it was the right number when I handed my phone to the Carphone employee and it marked 3:33pm... Another great way to mark new beginnings, don't you think?

Came back to David's place and prepared the best I could for dinner as a thank you note for having me.

I got a confirmation to start with my yoga classes on Sunday. It shall be fabulous darling :) my new PA is taking care of everything to bring many souls in and I'm very happy and grateful for it.

In love&peace always
xXx

25-26.4.12 A new journey begins

I left Mexico with very mixed emotions. Leaving the packing until the very last minute didnt help much but working until the very last day was something I always wanted to do.
I love giving my readings and in Metepec found a really good audience.
Packed as if I were coming to spends short time. I felt as if I were coming to do a job and then off to somewhere else. I don't know but for the first time I didn't want to run away from home. I had the most wonderful time with my mom and the people from Metepec that kept asking why would I have to go to London. I never had a real answer, mainly because I had none or a lot depending on how you see it but anyway you see it there was a fact and that was that I felt at home.

Took my flight back to London wondering if I'd ever get to my destination. I had few doubt or possible outcomes as my passport and visa had been washed on the washer machine and looked a bit damaged and second my passport had only four months to expire. Anyway, I took the leap of faith and as always it went really well. Had no problems in Mexico or arriving in the UK and now find myself sitting at David's place where I'll stay for a few days. He's been very kind and has welcomed me in his place regardless of braking our relationship. We now call each other friends but to be honest I feel a bit weird with this situation but terribly grateful with him and his flatmates.

Feeling tired and shaky for the bumpy ride we had back to London. The feeling of 'right, I'm here' is very strong and now is only a matter of dealing with the consequences.
I'll do my best to make this transition time something very nice and short. I want to create bridges and a beautiful new friendship. However, I admit Im feeling very keen about finding someone to love and who loves me back. I dont know if I ever felt this before, I know that if I did never was the way it is now. I want this person to be part of my progress from the very beginning and be part of my building up. I truly desire understanding, companionship, tenderness, care, admiration, friendship, loyalty, communication and much more from the person I'm with.
I want to discover the love for feeling love along with all of the emotions and feelings that comes with it.

Tomorrow we began our new project of building strong structures around me, my love and my life.

Thank you for a wonderful relaxing trip back home

xXx

24.4.12 I don't want to go

I'm ready to stay and for the first time I'm not running away.
My heart and my soul are fused with Metepec. All the love I've received has been so healing that I'm now fully healed.
I don't want to go. I'm happy here. I'm enjoying even what I used to hate and that feels good, so good that I feel ready to start where ever I go.
I could stay, I know that but I'm also ready to build big time.
xXx

23.4.12 Thinking Out of the Box

All started with a post in Facebook sharing with the world the new intention and one of the last ones of this spiritual journey.
As every morning I check my heart and Angels for guidance about the intention for the day. There hasn't been one single day that I don't make a note early in the morning to guarantee, materialise and visualise the decree for the day. Not one single day has passed without changing, learning, clearing, liberating or transmuting my personality or the intentions of how I want to experience reality.
Today was no exception and with todays intention I began to focus my mind in thinking differently. Every single action was deliberately put in the line of fire and not considered as set but instead opening possibilities for a change of mind, attitude or action accepting whatever the universe brought forward, even not knowing how to react or what to think was welcomed as a new intention to go with the flow.

The universe began to create expansion and like a big bang a new world of possibilities exploded into existence. A new vision and way to see life, with security and confidence about what I am any roll in this world.

Today we expanded our concept of our own self and consciousness, new levels reached.

Today we glow and expand our light.
xXx

22.4.12 Giving much thanks to life

Yesterday at the EFT met my coachee and my mothers neighbours Rosi who invited us to go to the volcano 'El Nevado' here in Toluca. I wanted to go since she told me about the last time she went and once she reached the top of the volcano shouted her lungs out. I found that experience very liberating. So, when we meet yesterday and mentioned about the possibility of going I immediately accepted and convinced my mother to go.

Today at 11:11 we began our trip. I knew I wanted to make it a very special event. Was my last Sunday in Metepec and the opportunity to give thanks to the place and mother earth was presenting itself.
We carried our quartz crystals, Tibetan bells and balls, etc to make a ceremony once we reached the top.
The way to the volcano was free of traffic and we reached our destiny without delay.
Started climbing the mountain and the way up felt good. Like making an appointment that was long dew.
By the middle of the way up my mother felt very tired and hired a horse to help her to reach the top. I tried to keep up with the horse pace but felt my heart beating out of my chest. I needed to take constant breaks but every time I felt my lungs expanding as well. Like too tired to continue but rewarded for making the effort.

We reached the top with joy and sense of achievement. The weather changed and between the high altitude and the cold wind made our hears and fingers ache with pain.
Took few pics and decided to began with our Thanks Earth Ceremony.

Gave thanks to the four corners, to the master elements, to Universe, Angels, Archangels, spirit guides, master souls, people we know and those we still don't know, to all those who we love and to those who loves us.
Rang the bells, all of them. We cleared our auras and crystals. Began to hold and embrace each other in love and light. It was truly beautiful and perfect.
As soon as we finished and decided to go back down a very strong wind began to blow so strong it froze my face and hands. My face felt numb and my nose runny. The wind blew like acknowledging our presence and receiving out gratitude and love. We couldn't rushed down but we made it as soon as possible.

The day was a real Earth Day, Wind Day, Water Day and Wind Day. The best day to be alive.

THANK YOU ALL
In Love&Light
xXx

I'll be back :)
xXx

21.4.12 Landing, arriving, I am here!

The new day brought a new miracle, the EFT workshop that gave us the opportunity to ground our feelings of security and safety about being us.
I was invited to co-host a workshop about emotion freedom and that was exactly what we achieved.

There's a lot of stories today but I feel tired and just want to relax and fall asleep. See you tomorrow
xXx

20.4.12 Time to be reborn again

At 7:00 we began our trip to Amatlan, a little town close to 'El Tepozteco' mountain. Is said that this mountain has special spiritual powers and is the centre of many energy lightworkers. About an hour from Mexico city be began going deep into what what's going to be an amazing cleansing and healing experience.
Going deep into the Temazcall, a prehispanic ritual that mimics the womb of mother earth recycling the energies with the four elements. A ceremony of respect and devotion to align ourselves and with the universe.
Fire was brought into the Temazcall in the shape of red hot stones called 'abuelitas'. Water was let in in big buckets to be poured over the hot stones to create steam. Wind was activated by the changes of temperature and Earth was represented by the Temazcall itself as the mother of all creatures.

The time went by singing and praying to the four elements. We took turns to manifest our desires and each one did the best we could to clear and heal our energies and life.

It was truly a rebirth. At some point I thought I couldn't hold for any longer. After 4 entries and lots of hot stones the heat inside the sacred igloo got almost unbearable and I felt I was going to pass out at some point. I wanted to get out but my will power kept me in. I was not going to miss this unique opportunity for inner transformation. So, I stayed inside while my skin was soaked in sweat, my energy levels were dropping at high speeds and still we were chanting and praying for light and love.

Got the moment of birth. I feel it was something like being born as a baby. The timing was perfect. My will power was tested to its limits and when I thought I was either going to go weak or grow stronger and I chose to grow stronger. Didn't care for how long I was going to stay in there. I was willing to stay for as long as it takes. I started to ask to let us out in a calmed manner but letting the 'temazcalero' take us through the 'coming out' process.
As we crawl out of that place I felt I had no energy left. The process had been exhausting but I was feeling great, like fresh, like new.
We lied down on big mats that were prepared for us just outside the temple and we stayed there for a moment. Have no idea how long it lasted, mayby about 10-15mins but it felt shorter. I felt so happy and renewed. We were smiling and in silence absorbing the moment. Little by little we began to get up while the 'temazcalero' told us stories about the secred mountain, energy entities and spiritual powers.

I was feeling great thou very tired. My body was recycling my vital energy but my spirit was shining like gold.

Later we met my 2nd mother. My aunt Manina. My fathers sister. Went for lunch and then to her home. It was like going back in time, I loved seeing my old home and pieces of my past still standing strong, at least in willingness and love. I felt so much loved and my love was flowing like an abundant river.

I loved today, the Temazcall, the sacred mountain 'Tepozteco' my friends and loved ones, the moment, the air, fire, wind and water.

I thank everything and everyone all the time.

xXx

19.4.12 Sanity, insanity, truth or fiction

The day started like every other day. Loved my very intense dream but few minutes after waking up I had forgotten about it. Felt very tired, almost exhausted but needed to get up and dealt with the day.
My new disciplined mind craved for meditation and that was all the motivation I needed to startup my day.
My meditation was filled with thoughts and hardly managed to cleared my mind. However, I felt it worked.

Then exercise at my moms gym. I truly liked that place. If I was to stay here I'd definitely join that place. Precisely the kind environment I enjoy.

Later my readings started with a new intensity. I was not holding back any information or channeling. I was speaking my heart and was doing its job. Tears, laughs, shocks, my reading were producing all kinds of reactions.

I realised I was meant to honour my feelings beyond my understanding. But how to do something you don't know. Flowing is the new rule. Just go with the flow and make sure that nothing stops this flow.

Amazing things came out. A new understanding about my insanity came toward and looked very sane indeed. I now embrace all that once I wanted to hide and use it as my greatest tool.

Is like I wanted to get rid of a big stone I was holding in my hand. Making all possible efforts not to have it and feeling shame about ever having it. BUT... Suddenly realising that the massive stone is made of Gold! I've been sitting on a fortune and just realized its value. I won't say what is it yet as it will come as a big surprise to you all when its finally ready.

In my journey, the greatest piece is the smallest of all.

I'm very tired, making a real effort to document today. But I feel that's enough. Good night.
xXx

18.4.12 Breaking Free

Today we broke free from chains and old patterns.
xXx

17.4.11 A tear for all that's lost

Is inevitable to loose when we win. Something is always lost, the moment, the person, the opportunity. Whatever it is leaves behind a whole in the stomach and heart.
And even this pain, we have to learn to let go to allow the flow of life to manifest and create new opportunities, new loves, new possibilities that shall vibrate in our newly reached frequency.

The new brings tears of joy, great feelings of love and achievement. However, I want to take the time to acknowledge the lost, what is left behind and gone for ever. Even if something from the past comes back is not the same as comes with new energy and/or expectations.

And so, we call upon Archangel Azrael to help us transcend this feeling of lost into the highest of vibrations and goods. Take this feelings of grief and with love and gratitude integrate them into the greater Universe.

We now let go of the old and now we fully welcome the new.
Thank you for all the experience and love received, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

SatNam
xXx

16.4.12 Loose to win, set free to love

I been having a terrible pain in my lower back. I never did before and for the last two days I've been thinking I need more exercise now that I'm above 40.
So I went to the local park and did some stretching and worked my strength. But kept feeling a bit weak and the pain in my lower back got just tiny bit better as I warmed up but got bad again when cooled down.

It made think twice when my mom gets me a magnet belt and place it around my waist and felt the pain going away. I knew by then that this pain was energy blocked and I needed to do something deeper than exercise to heal and transcend it.

My life was turning great, my health was doing amazing things, my emotions were balancing and my mind was behaving and disciplined. However, my love life was hanging from a threat. My bf was constantly in my mind and couldn't do anything without him jumping in front of all thought and cause my butterflies to go all crazy in my stomach.

I knew this lower back pain had to do something with my first, second and third chakra. I was feeling insecure and fearful about my relationship with him. I knew we were not meant to be together but a was very afraid of loosing him. I truly love him very deeply and I didn't know what was going to happen between us.

I needed to do something, I was not getting more reaction from him and this situation was killing me softly. I decided I couldn't do much but to open myself to him and share my feelings. Of course I want to keep him in my life but I didn't know how.

Finally wrote him a message and declared I needed attention, freed myself and him from any attachment and let go. Minutes after I got an answer with the most beautiful news, I was being set free as well but with the guarantee that we will always love each other and be in each others life.

I cannot express how grateful and full of love I feel. Thanks to this new perspective I have now healed my love life. I'm open to new possibilities and ready to live fully again. I believe in the power of love and that someone out there is already looking for me as I am for him.

Thank you my love, my life, my light
I will always love you
Always
xXx

PD: The lower back pain has almost disappeared with the transcending and evolving of my love relationship into friendship.

15.4.12 Answered Prayer

5:55am On the way to take off.
A day to move out of previous standards and ways of thinking. We went to Teotihuacan to fly with a aerostatic ballon.
The day was full of unexpected emotions. Whatever I thought I'd feel wasn't felt. The flight was great though. An amazing feeling of peace took us up and down in a smooth movement. However, I have felt very unsteady, like someone is moving the floor under my feet. Getting tiny moves like earthquakes or going dizzy in micro seconds.

The only thing for sure today was a strong connection with my soul. I'm generating higher vibrations and living in a different levels.

I do love it
xXx

14.4.12 Let us be surprised

A new day, a new dawn, a new life for me and everyone around me.
The day began with a late and short meditation. My mother was rushing to get ready as her partner was parking outside the house to take her for breakfast to Mexico city. Meanwhile Guney was already having his tea and waiting for me.
I also felt rushing all day. Like some king of anticipated feeling but without knowing what exactly but I kept running from one place to the next one, not really taking time to fully enjoy the moment. Even now writing this words I feel my finger tapping too quickly to get to some point. So before I continue let me take a deep breath and write a bit slower...

I prepared breakfast for me and Guney and as we gradually worked our way through eggs with spinach and turkey ham with beans. We began doing what we do best... Talking and philosophising. The power and deep wisdom of our conversation are equal to none. I know no one in this planet so far I can have the kind of conversations and communion as I have with him. It was brilliant, we ended up entertaining the possibility of water's capacity to hold consciousness and therefore memory as molecules are affected by the energy around it, where thought is a strong if not one of the strongest elements of transformation of the water and probably of all the elements as well.
At the end of the conversation we decided not to decide anything and better to allow the elements to surprise us during the day. A day where all the possibilities were welcomed and embraced.

Went for a long walk and we kept the intention to be surprised. Many, many little surprises appeared in front of us; views, smells, fitgrounds, transvestite Christs in the local church, etc. but the biggest surprise was yet to arrive.
Guney proposed to check about flying in a aero static ballon over the pyramids of teotihuacan. The idea sounded great from the very start but some how I thought it to be to far fetched. Got online to check prices and everything looked very possible. In a matter of minutes we had already called to make the reservation, my mother had paid her ticket online and we were on our way to enjoy one the greatest moments of our lives.

And so, tomorrow we fly away :)
Off too bed now to wake up at 4:00am to travel to the location to board our ballon destination up, up UP!

xXx

PD: today was the best birthday I gave and received from my brother
Happy 26th birthday

13.4.12 Friday 13th

Today was greatly evolved. Came to be an amazing opportunity to grow and believe in the works of the Universe.
From early morning a sense of great changes happening covered my emotions in a way that asked for acceptance of chaos and disaster. The whole day felt something really big was going to happen but instead everything went smooth.

My brother Guney (soul brother) arrived today from London and went to Mexico city to pick him up from the airport. I wasn't sure the real motives for our reunion only the pleasure of being together but I know there's also something bigger in place. He always brings something big under the arm.
A teaching, awareness in to the mind and presents and food to the body and much love and light to the soul.

From now on Friday the 13th will mean great fortune and joy. That's what today has meant for me.

xXx

12.4.12 Conversations with God & Friends

I woke up early with the same strange sensation about an empty space inside me. Has been very weird to find nothing where used to be a lot before.
Anyway, I knew today was going to be specially challenging since I was going to meet my friend Rebeca who wrote her bipolar experience and been reading for the last few days.
After reading few pages I realised how much I identify with what she calls "her condition" and for what's she's under medical treatment.
I began to question myself last night and began to worry about my own inner strength and self belief. I wondered about my mental health and how the world sees people like me.

Not knowing exactly why the Universe had arranged this meeting between us, I decided to follow my intuition and ask for guidance. This guidance came in a way of a post for Facebook. The post reads as follows: "Find your place under the spotlight and perform as you never did before. Get ready, your act is about to be called to central stage. TRUST, YOU CAN DO IT! xXx"

I knew there was something big about to happen, I thought was my meeting with Rebeca, so I prepared spiritually with a some kundalini yoga and 42 minutes of deep meditation.
During the first 22min of my meditation, I began to visualise my desires regarding my time back in London. I realised my true and deep desires to have a comfortable time, with a beautiful apartment and total financial freedom.
While visualising my desires I suddenly got into a conversation with my Higher-Self or what can I only call Father, God, Source or Universe.

As I was getting the image very clear in my mind and in my heart about my desired new reality, my new beautiful flat with modern leather sofas, a large living-room with enough space for my classes and coaching, a terrace with wooden floors for summer breakfasts and open air spaces, etc. The picture was growing in colors, depth and texture...

When a voice, a knowingness asked me: WHY? This voice was firm and kind if challenging my desired and my faith.
-Because I deserved it, I mentally replied (took me few instants to truly believe I deserved my dreams). But WHY? The voice asked again?
-Because I have more important things to do than worry about money or a place to be. I deserve to be surrounded by beauty that makes feel good and gives me comfort, motivation and inspiration (I began to feel more sure and secure about my desires) But WHY? The voice asked yet again.
-Because I want to have the time to fully dedicate myself and my time to write and share my experience with others, offering conferences, workshops and talks. Finish writing my recent journey that im sure will be a best seller and later my own biography.
Then the voice asked with deep authority but with massive love: WHAT IS STOPPING YOU? I realised I haven't done much writing lately and that I need to focus on this task full time with all my passion and vital energy if I want to see it succeed.
Of course I had no answer to that question and after an instant of inner silence, I came to understand that if I was going to have what I desired was going to be out of need more that just for pleasure and comfort.

As a humble, responsible and mature son of god I need to prove I'm worth my words and my deeds. I will have the opportunity to dedicate myself to sharing and writing if I indeed share and write in full. I will not worry about money, comfort, financial freedom, etc when I dedicate fully to my destiny and higher purpose.

I very intense sense of security and power overwhelmed me. I knew that my desires were in my hands to come true and real and for the first time in my life I began to feel like an architect of my own path.

As the day went by, I met with Rebeca who came to be a new soul mate in this spiritual path. I acknowledge our similarities and honour our differences. Powerful links were created between us and we shared so much light and transformation energy. Our lives will not be the same from now on.

As we said before, we are no longer the messengers, we have now become the message.

And so, we departed to probably meet again very soon. But whenever we do meet and whatever the circumstances we are linked to each other by the power of Light and God, forever and ever. Amen.

I began to write and as soon as I stop perfecting the writing everything became very fluid. I am writer, I am coach, I am visionary, I am healer, I am what I am, that is that!

I AM
xXx

11.4.12 Riding without training wheels

22:22 hours, bed time.
Life today developed under a strange spell of "You know what to do, so do it" I was not told, channeled or inspired by the Universe or my guides into action as before. Instead I felt like I am in command of a new destiny deciding which way to go and which steps to take.
As this new responsibility was settling into my consciousness I decided to take it easy and not jump into conclusions, actions or thoughts too quickly. Better to allow the moment to unfold and consult with my intuition the best cause of action.

I'm pretty relaxed about work, I had no appointments for tarot reading today and had only one coaching session starting at 7pm (got cancelled by my other coaching client). So, in the morning I decided to do a little exercise in a more basic way outside the gym. Running in a field, bar pull ups, crunches, abs, jumps, side runs and as much as my creativity and fitness level would allow.

I felt great enjoying an empty football and sports field all by myself, using heavy rocks for shoulder press and basketball courts for hanging like monkey with the structure.

Later, began reading a book about bipolar states of mind that a friend wrote. I'll be meeting her tomorrow and I'd love to understand more about this mental states as I believe to be a great opportunity to expand and shine even brighter.

My coaching session went great. I'm using all my tools and abilities to create amazing results. The spiritual connection is very strong and the intuition is very sharp. I believe to be generating and inspiring a lot of change and transformation within as much as without.

Learning to teach, teaching to learn.
xXx

9.4.12 Awaken, Aware and Alert

Today we came back to reality. A new reality that is but reality nonetheless.
When there's nothing to think about, process, desire or fear there's only blank. An emptiness that soon will be filled with something new but somehow right now is nothing.

That's the feeling I got right now, some kind of emptiness which makes impossible to hold on to anything and so the only way to stay on is to trust the process of life and began to observe the new patterns, colors and textures forming inside my mind.

So far, today I've noticed limiting thoughts like the need to do something, create, change or destroy. However, with no real attachment to this thoughts. Instead I've felt tired in need of a very well deserved rest and self nourishment. I'm still struggling to keep my mind from controlling the flow of words in this blog and simply allow them to come forward as they please.

A sense of dis-attachment creates the opportunity for trust and faith to grow stronger. Using the tools and experience gained I move towards my destiny.

xXx

8.4.12 Job done! BALANCE ACHIVED!

08:08am
Walking up with a clearer mind but still in need of much rest.
This trip has been the most intense of my whole life. Im talking about the trip that started last October 19th. Since then every single day, every single step has represented a challenge. Confronting the fears and the insecurities which brought me here in the first place.

Like walking down the rabbit hole, we been talking trips inside other trips. Working subconsciously like sweeping time machines clearing doubts and dirt, leaving a fresh start and a sense of self-satisfaction.

Last April 3rd we came to Cordoba with low expectations and dense ideas clouding the love between sisters.

3 days after we've cleared some of the density around us and began to prepared a new trip. On the 6th we left to Veracruz to expand our family. 3 siblings and the elders of our clan got together under the light along with their families. This brought up the essence and fears of all members. The self sabotage was evident but no one could see it for themselves. It took the right intervention of the Universe for everyone to start working together like family and take decisions to move forward towards a new understanding and self expansion - The Present Moment.

No one in their mind knew this, for them this trip to Veracruz was simply a nice way to spend the Holy days of Easter and celebrate the beautiful full moon. Little did they know it was to change everybody's life for ever. Many tried to walk away, many in their unconsciousness succeed and stayed back. The rest did what we could to make it happen.

Once the cloud of density had disappeared completely and we approached our new destination the Sun Love began to shine on every face and the light Godlike, hit us with the full strength of the elements. Fire, Water, Wind, Earth, Ether took us beyond the waves.
The Sun was intense, so much that it marked all skins, however the love was even more intense and that still warms our hearts and souls.

The seconds went by and situations took place. I found myself in a new position where the clarity of my existence enlightens the path ahead.

I have no more doubts. There's a flight to be taken next April 25th when I shall return to my hearts keeper. I trust the process of life and the universe, with it, a confidence is growing in the centre of my heart.

I took a lot and gave a lot on this trip, balance has been achieved now the only job is to maintain it. This is simply a new chapter, less than a challenge for the effort is minimal as long as the awareness, vibrations and love stay high.

To my love, to my life, to my family. In God we trust for a greater us together in harmony and light.

xXx

5.4.12 Going back to basics

Nothing brings you back to basics as the family does. They have the ability to show us where we come from and keeps bringing us down to earth so that when one is ready take off from that roots all flys along with us and not only from a superficial egoic level.

I believe now that if anyone can be different and equal at the same time then one has reached a new level of understanding and spirituality.
Trying to change people has never worked for the elevation of anyone's spirit as well as going back to old patterns and ways has never helped to brake free.

There has to be balance between loving and honouring where we come from and gracefully, gratefully stepping away from it to begin to know who we truly are.

We do not forget our roots, we take them with us to always remind us the safety and security of our basic upbringing made of unconditional love. No matter where we are, what we are doing or who we are doing it with, we're still loved for being us and forming part of this energy is what make us who we are. Understanding this give us the tools to create who we want to be.

Family matters
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2.4.12 We got back the power and the control

22:22 hours, I'm lying on bed keeping up with the miracle process of rebirth and ascension.
My intention is to be as real as possible keeping off all the dreams and Mambo-Yambo but is too difficult to sound real when everything else is turning to be so amazingly unreal. Is like living inside a fairy tale where angels and spirit-guides take over the story and create a world of fantasy and dreams come true.

We decided to stay one more day in Metepec before taking the road to Cordoba. A time to rest, take it easy and organise enough our mind and life to create clarity and surrounded peace.
As we cleared the path for new ideas to come we throw away useless stuff, remembered glorious moments and create amazing realities.

Realised also how ready I am to confront my new life challenges. The strange sensation that something really big is brewing becomes very strong as I move on taking baby steps into the world of absolute creation.

How to expand the mind beyond what is known and experienced? Only with an open heart and mind. Believing blindly in what the soul is yearning and following truthfully the signs that enlighten the path.

I got a taste of it this morning, suddenly a new idea, an idea of myself so big I knew instantly it had come from my higher self. It felt right like I was destined for something like that. My mind tried to sabotage the moment with limiting thoughts, doubts and insecurities. I didn't mind my mind. I knew this new way of thinking was a new level of challenge and instead of fighting my mind I lovingly focus on what made me feel good. The new expanded idea of me definitely made me feel good and I trust that I'll be presented with the opportunities to real that goal. I know is up to me to write the thought. However, greater is WALKING THE TALK.

So we now accept the new greater, healthier, younger, more beautiful, more abundant, more secure, wiser, happier, more balanced and more harmonious side of ME.

Later on the day I got a beautiful present from my mothers hands. She surprised me with an altar in my room. A beautiful present that began creating miracles immediately after as we got back the power and the control lost weeks ago. It appeared in front of our eyes as magical as when it disappeared.

With great power comes great responsibility.

I AM HERE
I AM READY
I AM OPEN
PLEASE,
GUIDE ME

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1.4.12 WE DID IT - WE WON!

Wow, can you believe it! - I DEFINITELY CAN!
Thank you Universe God for this amazing gift. Finally I got the greatest present in my life. I know that much, much more will come out of this but for now this is the best that has ever happened to me.

What an amazing present and gift. We now have what it takes to make it big, really big. To arrive in London in style and with the power to make the impossible happen as it's been happening now. We have all what it takes to conquer the world and to go beyond our wildest dreams.

I remember the moment when we met with all the security, all the strength and great connectivity needed to step into the real world. Creating, producing and enjoying the amazing new lifestyle you, I and my people are surrounded with.
I promise to do and be the best I can and to share all that I am with you and the abundance of the world.

I see myself creating new workshops and conferences, filling bigger and bigger rooms every time. Floating in great abundance and prosperity, loving and living what we do, the way we do it and who we do it with.

I now found the love I can share my dreams and ambitions with, helping me achieve and construct a great future for us in our new beautiful home. We enjoy the best that life has to offer. We are very happy and in love.

Grateful, we grow wiser and more beautiful together, understanding, accepting and admiring each others life as the work of art that we are. It's amazing how greater we have become with each others love and support.

Professionally we reach more and more people every day, books, videos, movies, plays, shows in so many formats they present the story we came here to tell. Sharing light and clearing darkness is the way we are and it's awesome and wonderful in our eyes.

The way the Universe has flooded our path with golden opportunities, money, wealth, health, joy and love is amazing and we are eternally grateful for this energy and humble for this opportunity.

We keep sharing, loving and living the best way we can. We learn from our mistakes and we keep moving forward.
There's so much going on and we live every second and every breath.


Thank you again to my new love, my new life and my new present, you are everything I want and could ever want. You and me together forever...

I feel I finally met my soulmate.

My new fortune is you, with you came the greatest luck and opportunity to make it in massive levels. Your great energy and attitude has made me fall in love with you from the moment I laid down my eyes on you. But was until you saw beauty and light in my eyes that I fell I belonged to you always.

And to think that all began with a ticket that became a winner.

THANK YOU MOM AND AEA
LoveAlways
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