15.8.12 Reaching Limits

There are moments in life when everything collapses on its own. Certainty is none existent and a gap opens in front of you showing you how low can you go if you fall. Fears make presence and everything seems lost... But somehow, there's something deep within that gives you hope and certainty that everything is well as it is.

I'm feeling that right now. In a way I have lost almost everything. I'm going properly homeless next week with no money or place to live. I'm in the process of getting home and living benefits for the first time in my life and I'm jumping with emotions of deep depression, anger, inner peace and trust.
I know I'm reaching limits of great wave length and that something amazing will come out of this... Or not. All depends in how I focus the energy and manage to find my strength in the depth of my weaknesses.
I don't know exactly what to do. Actually I have no idea whatsoever what is being asked from me. But I feel is time to put everything I know into practice. Is about time to be all that I have spoken. Time to dream and believe in myself, my power, my light which is the light of everything else.

I keep repeating that I have no idea what I want since what I wanted didn't happen by itself and to be honest I never did made it happen myself so I have no experience in that matter but I got the theory which I know is only a matter of applying that ideas.

In the great spirit of love and light I ask my higher power to guide me and love me always.

Even thou I feel fear I choose to be brave!
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