9.6.12 I need love

For the last few days I've been feeling depleted of energy and love. I'm sure is because I have few days of not doing my meditation but I just don't feel like it. There's an emptiness in my heart and can't seem to find something Or someone to fill it up with.
I've been to Alchemy to talk about me using the therapy rooms and no one was there, I was told to write an email and I did with no answer.
I'm going to the gym and I just wait for the minutes and hours to pass to run out as if something great awaits me but there's nothing there.
I get back at David's home and eat whatever I can, mainly tuna and rice then of to sleep. I'd sleep all day of everyday if I could which tells me that I might be a little depressed.
I have the syndrome of doing what I need to do but I'm not having fun, on the contrary I'm just getting tired.
Is like eating ready meals, they fill you up but don't satisfy you. Well that's how I feel, the thing is that I don't even want to cook something else. Again, it feels like cooking for myself alone. How boring is that.

Anyway, I'm off tomorrow to teach my class at MoreFit and then at 1pm ill be in a pub giving tarot reading.
I hope to meet interesting people and get few good £££ out of it.

Oh God, I want to fall in love or find a new best friend or get a dog or whatever. I don't enjoy feeling empty. Now thinking about it, since I went to the dr and began to heal my bum everything lost interest. Like as the pain wore me out.

Anyway, tomorrow will be another day
LoveAlways
xXx