Tuesday, June 5, 2012

5.6.12 Venus Transit

3 days of complete readjusting, nothing makes sense, life feels alien to my feelings, the body aches and my mind is in a constant dream-like state.

The workshop on Sunday went great, great people, great energy. I gave 100% of myself there. The time went very quickly and got few good reviews.

I'm taking every day as it is. These last few days we had the diamond jubilee and that gave us 4 days long weekend and the perfect time to relax and stay home doing absolutely nothing, well, eating and sleeping a lot.
I realise I need not to think too much and just go with the flow and that's what I'm intending to do.

The pain I was feeling is now been identified as herpes and now I'm with antibiotics and antiviral medication and feels as if it's working. Herpes is a viral dis-ease caused by stress, a stress I been feeling in this new phase of my life building on security and safety for myself. I need to learn to relax and trust that everything will be alright as it has always been.

Meantime, I feel I just need to keep doing what I'm doing and everything will turn just right. Not much questioning or minding just simple flowing and trusting.

I've been feeling a very deep longing for love, company and intimacy. Like the person I'm going to fall in love with us just around the corner.
Let's see

xXx

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