However, the more I learn the more I need to let go of the old me. With it goes the fears, insecurities, sadness, angers, frustrations, likes and dislikes; and even the addictions that made my old life feel wrong. Yes, I was always addicted to something at one time or another; and one of my oldest and strongest addictions was the need to save Me from Myself.
I used to think the reason for always wanting to kill myself was because there was something very toxic within me. Something powerful that was hidden and had the power to kill.
But from the moment of rebirth, a growing sense of security had emerged. Some kind of knowing; which has become stronger and stronger with time. The most important of 'knowings' is the discovery of many of my talents. One by one buoying up like red balloons kept underwater suddenly emerging to the surface.
One of them, my ability to write which only measures to the talent of my speech. Talking about communicating the message which always links back to the source, no matter how far I stretch the words, I always come back to the beginning. Truly amazing how things wave together in service not only to me but to others. The talent feel pure, real, powerful and beautiful and most importantly, they serve a purpose. In my case, one of the purposes for my talent is: The discovery of talents in others. Offering "A Vision of Truth."
When I talk to somebody I begin to explore the darkest corners of their existence, sometimes I do this automatically, it just happens as we talk. I'm always very interested in their dreams, childhood, relationships with family and environment; and from that starting point a story unveils itself and like magic and I see images in my mind and in my heart that began to take form. The form of that person's talent.
I know I'm hitting the right vibrational notes in their psyche and heart because you can see their eyes rolling back, as they begin to remember their dream. Some sort of spiritual orgasm happens. Their shoulders relax and a beautiful smile begins to show with big teeth that lighten up the darkest room.
It's a beautiful moment that they can feel, I don't need to convince anyone of anything or talk for hours. It normally takes around 33 minutes, one single session to make magic happen. Everyone can feel it deep in their gut as all the pieces began to fall into place. Then, of course comes the time for digestion. People need time off to adjust to the new light in their subconscious. Many changes occur in the meantime and the person could feel a bit overwhelmed with confusion that normally passes as he/she feels familiar with the new energy.
People then face the challenge of letting go of old patterns of being; accepting the new frequencies, emotions and feelings; which by the way feel very good. Although letting go may not be that easy and they tend to run in circles trying to escape the agony of surrender; forgiving the people or situations that hurt them in the past, and choosing to forget the pain.
After a period of adjustment which can last up to few months, depending their own addiction to pain, we then focus on exploring possibilities and answers to many of their questions. They remember their dream now, and they are hungry for success and ways to achieve those dreams, find practical and real solutions, disciplines, etcetera. This gives birth to my Coaching practice. Life-Coach and Talent Whisperer. Ha ha, (since nowadays everyone is a whisperer of something LOL)
You see, this is a talent I can recognise in me. It gives me Value, Confidence, and Peace...not forgetting great enjoyment and satisfaction. I feel certain about the demand to find One's real purpose in this world. I also feel how people appreciate my services and I love to receive their gratitude in any way they can. I don't need to charge for my time, I don't need to make money. I instead give everything that IAM and leave my vaults open to receive all the abundance and prosperity in any form and shape, without judgement and with loads of gratitude. Right now, I have everything that I could possibly need, and little by little I begin to obtain also all that I want, as I keep working with my talents.People then face the challenge of letting go of old patterns of being; accepting the new frequencies, emotions and feelings; which by the way feel very good. Although letting go may not be that easy and they tend to run in circles trying to escape the agony of surrender; forgiving the people or situations that hurt them in the past, and choosing to forget the pain.
After a period of adjustment which can last up to few months, depending their own addiction to pain, we then focus on exploring possibilities and answers to many of their questions. They remember their dream now, and they are hungry for success and ways to achieve those dreams, find practical and real solutions, disciplines, etcetera. This gives birth to my Coaching practice. Life-Coach and Talent Whisperer. Ha ha, (since nowadays everyone is a whisperer of something LOL)
I can be myself for the first time. That child that came to this world not knowing who or what it was, feeling alien among his own family is now part of a greater vision where everything turns to gold. Pretty much like the Midas touch.
And this is where I am right now. In the moment I own my space and time, and I can see clearly into the future. With a mind and heart that trusts and serves. "I now take the first steps with security, confidence, and support from within and without into the future. I not longer crawl, now I walk."
LoveAlways
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