Every month have had very powerful situations, events and revelations; however they, until now, only happened to me, in my head or my life. I have never been witness of much happening outside. Although I've received many letters and contacts on Facebook thanking me for the inspiration and motivation to make great changes in their lives; I never saw those achievements as mine, I actually was very surprised back then, when all this started, of the possible connection between those people and I.
November has been different, proving from the very beginning to be challenging and powerful. More than November I feel is thf energy of Scorpio, all began with it. Anyway, I don't want to get lost in memories and thoughts l, I just want to make a short recount of events.
26 Oct, I celebrate my first come back to life, 7 years ago. I declare a new life and honour the death of the past one.
30 Oct, after a dark period of writers block, I produce my manifesto. I write: IAM THE LUMINESCENCE OF DARKNESS. This gives me the clarity of who IAM. For the first time in my life I accept and take full responsibility for my existence and actions. I feel regenerated.
31 Oct, from weeks before I sensed also the possible death of identity in some form. I began to put attention to this day as a day when something about me will die. I can feel it. And that night I open my door and, welcome death.
1 Nov, my mothers birthday. I celebrate rebirth. There's a new psychic connection activated in my mind. I begin to believe more in what I feel and I feel a lot.
11 Nov. I receive this message by text from my bro: At the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month, the thermostat will mark 11; 100 years of the beginning of an era.
That same night I had a very vivid dream, this is what I told my bro about it: "I just woke up. Y Tuve el sueño más extraordinario que te puedes imaginar. En una forma muy real venían a visitarme unos seres del futuro y me decían que el tiempo a llegado para hacer contacto. Me enseñaban unos gráficos donde explicaban la historia de la humanidad y como empezó a enloquecer por avaricia y poder. Y se auto destruía. Me daban la opción de irme, pero me parecía más como si me quisieran llevar. En el sueño tuve por primera vez la sensación de sincronía. Me encontraba con gente de otros sueños y nos reconocíamos. Nos dábamos cuenta de que algo muy extraño estaba pasando. Y luego tu me envías este mensaje. Estoy temblando y cargando al mismo tiempo. En el sueño me decían que nos fuéramos ya, pero yo estaba confundido, no quería dejar a mi familia. Y decía que lo hiba a pensar, necesitaba dormir. En eso me acuesto y al dormirme despierto aquí."
- Everything begins to have a very magical feeling, I began to speak with clarity and intention. I believe in myself like I never did before. I imagined myself as Cesare Borgia, the prince. Conqueror and lover. This fills my heart with courage and adventure. I know I can do it, I can reach the highest mountain. However I know very well know, that at this point in time, I still need the blessing of the pope.
12 Nov. my mother has an interview on radio for more than an hour. I listened for the first time becoming, taking the shape of the greatest teacher, mother and goddess, I've seen in my dreams since my awakening in 2007. For me meant a confirmation of her power and strength, giving me a confirmation of what I once saw in my mind, now I was been witness with my ears and eyes. I was over the moon. Because if that is now real, that meant that everything else I've seen in my mind, could also become very real. It was not only happening to me, now it was happening to my mother too and brothers.
They, my brothers begin to contact me, telling me how alive they feel. Everything is kind if falling into place. One in surrender, the other in conquest. The lazy is becomes conqueror and the conqueror the conquered.
13 Nov. I meet online someone who means a lot to me. She is a journalist and activist in the alternative world of HIV. She is in pain, somehow I feel I can help. She accepts. We meet, we talk, we laugh. I feel like a prince giving a kiss of life to my queen. The dream BEGINS there, she feels better. She is back in her world, We are now a strong reality.
14 Nov. I make contact with the late Robin Williams. And I go bananas. It's like living inside a movie. My life has become a dream, and my dream my life. We laugh, and gives me shit loads of information about myself, my family, friends and life. I realised many thing, I feel overwhelmed with so much, but I can take it and I want more.
I began to channel more energy, and put myself into trance. I feel the colors of the rainbow filling my being with many lights. I see structures floating in the air.
I see millions of tiny bubbles, made of infinite parts of the Flower of Life, sacred geometry as air. Nothing is not nothing anymore is something. Everything changes for a moment. This forms in the air are made of a tiny, very pale blue, of metallic light. I could see it as if I were inside of oil and there were bubbles floating in the waters, not moving, just forming part. That was an amazing experience, that Robin made even greater.
15 Nov. I contact professor Brian Cox, to talk about the theory of evolution and creation. Evidently he didn't contact me back. But I left a post on his website. What amazes me, is the confidence or madness to dare to talk to a scientist, professor in, I don't know, cosmology or shit like that. And have the arrogance or security to go and express my views and opinions, and ask for a conversation.
16 Nov. My bros birthday. He is the one and only. I knew from days before we would have an amazing experience that day. I can't say much, everything I could say would not come closer to the experience of that day. I will only say, it was the Announcement. That day we were announced.
Today is I think Tuesday the 18th. Yesterday I decided to go to Mexico for Xmas. My family paid for my ticket and I'm ready to leave for the first time the security of my cave. I feel like an animal in captivity suddenly free to be. The first steps feel shy and cautios. I'm sure very soon I'll begin to gallop.
Special thanks to:
- Akasha Kaur, mother and teacher.
- All my bros in soul and blood. Lis, my brother in soul. My perfect mirror. G and Y.
- All the flowers in my garden: Diana, Nancy, Rossi.
- My protector: Edy the black cat.
- My Ancestors, all of them.
- My Angels, Lucifer, Alegria, Chamuel, Michael, Raphael, Metatron
Thank you all, thank you always
Thank you I love you.
LoveAlways x 333
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