Times of Joy

After my initial shock, I now retain a more accurate picture of me. Yesterday was in its totality a day to be remembered for what I couldn't remember. As I wrote, or better stated, as I tried to write the next chapter of my book relating to the happenings of 2013, I came to realise the little I remember about that time. Only by reading the posts of those days is that I can recreate an image in my mind. However, emotionally I'm absolutely diss attached from them. Yes, I can see those words are mine and the life is mine as well but the emotions are not any more. 

It was a very strange feeling. The more it tried to paint a picture in the new chapter of my book the more I realised that I was not longer the man I was and therefore I could remember his life as vivid as I would if I still related to its emotions.

It all felt as if in a process of loosing weight I see my before picture 9 months after and I see how much I have really transformed during that time.

Anyway, I inow I have to continue with the final chapters of tat book. The sooner the better. Right now I'm enjoying life like never before. The balance and peace is in all ways beautiful and for the tine being I just want to hold on to this silence if the mind, joy of the soul and health of the body for as long as I can, without any possible disturbance.

I'm training my body,

I'm training my mind, 

IAM the soul. 

LoveAlways 

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