To my friends

I'm so happy and glad to see so many of my friends and colleagues traveling the world passing on the teaching from their respecting teachers and gurus. I can't deny a certain feeling of being left behind that makes me wonder that I want that too. My heart longs to travel the world and visit so many places, meeting so many people and I know that if I had applied myself and learn a technique already in place it would make so much easier to do so. But I have a better consolation price and that is that I'm bringing out that mastery out of discovering who I am. I'm not learning from other who I'm meant to be by taking courses or getting together with other people mix matching abilities, teachings and knowledge, and I don't mean to say I judge or diminish their efforts. I believe if in anybody's soul path is that what feels right, then by the grace of god do it. I'm sure the feeling of fulfilment most be amazing. However, in my case, I've been presented by myself with the opportunity to discover and explore the experience and wisdom I've been gathering across many lifetimes and this is a very strange feeling of self-sufficiency which at the same time has become the greatest challenge of all.
Imagine knowing only by a very subtle whisper in your heart that you know already something very powerful that has the strength to transform not only your life but the lives of all that come close to you but the way you start to glimpse into this power is by creating the disasters in life that will need those powers to come out to balance and cancel the darkness of those disasters.

Anyway, in a process of loving, learning and failing we found ourselves now believing in the wisdom within much more than the wisdom without. I'm remembering what I already know by being the way it feels right inside, applying the knowledge that feels natural and following the caresses of intuition that in some way now form part of me like never before. For many this ability has come easy in life, for me I needed to forget first all the fear and limitations of being different and unique.

One day I will travel the world, I could start today, tomorrow or next week but even if its next month (as I'm in not rush) it would be when I'm fully prepared to share all that I am, fully convinced and I feel this is the real challenge... Fully convinced that what I am is of great benefit to others and that by sharing my light I help many night to see a bright new day.

This is what fills my heart with hope when I see others are already doing what I'm about to try for myself.
I feel ready, so lets do it :)
xXx