My body hurt in every direction and all intensities, and of course in every point. I know I've been excercising my power and strength both at the gym and at mind, but I never expected to be experiencing soch constant pain, which, after much observation and deep breathing, I came with the understanding that it was a lot more than simply muscular pain.
It (the pain) was felt deep into the bones and could never fully point the exact source, for it moved and was felt on different ways and forms; always constant, always present.
At some point I knew it was part of a new rebirth, a new one in the many that we have experienced recently, and when I mean recently I mean in the last 7 years.
It felt as if my inner structure (bones) were braking to give opportunity the chance to grow bigger, better and stronger.
Yes, you could say all that sounds great in the phylosophycal meaning of life but in the small reality of our world was just a little too much confusion. For some part I was feeling some sort of obsession to build muscle. I have the strength, the stamina, the ways to do make it happen. I knew I could brake my limitations and begin to lift at least my own body weight and beyond, and this was becoming my truth. Yes I was getting stronger and the muscle was showing firm and powerful but at some point it all stopped because a pain, or uncomfort began to build. I thought, ok I may be going to fast, or my age... I'm not longer 20s, but none feel right. I kept feeling that the pain was engraved beyond the body in parts of my brain.
At some point I began to be sure that I was I'm the verge of a great breakthrough, that would reflect not only in my body but in every aspect of my life. That breakthrough materialised itself yesterday. Something just clucked in the right place making the first domino to fall, creating a domino effect that will transform all that I know, feel and am I ways that I always expected but until new were more of a hunch and nothing else.
It all began by loosing strength. Funny isn't it.
For the last 3 days I began feeling weaker as I stopped resisting the pain, stopped taking supplements to drive my mind insane helping me go into beast-mode.
So, yesterday I decided.... Although, not with me alone but along with myself too. It was as if all of us came together to make a decision. We were ready to learn from Pain, and discover the reason for its present existence and the discovery of our new reality. Immediately we knew the humongous task ahead, we felt it. Few times in life things have that manificence attached to it but when it does, it's everything.
As simple as I'm going to share here is the way it happened:
MultiUniverses opened in front of me, giving me the ability to see in another perceptive sense, my own self reflected at different times and endless possible scenarios all happening and ceasing to exist at the same time. Past and future all merged in one single idea, a perfect understanding of what, who and why. A melodic arrangement that made waves of music, translated in feelings, dreams, certainties, emotions, desires, impulses... Yes, it became like a pulse of new life breathing within me, showing me simply a bigger picture than I currently hold of myself and everything else. A perfect reality of massive new dimensions.
..., and in all realities, all MEs are still I, for the bridge between us is the ones of my soul pulling forward as it experiences diffent things at different stages of life all at the same time, creating a map which guides all of us in the right direction. The direction of our true heart desire. Hence the source of intuition. Which in this case becomes an experience of another me in another dimension pulling me towards something that I already know, for it has been experienced and felt.
What is the practical use of all this???
Well, none the more than the knowing that whatever you can dream is possible for it ALREDY EXISTS!!!!!
I know I've heard that in many scriptures but it never made sense. It's like watching a magic truck being perform but until you know the secret of how to do it yourself it's that it actually makes senses. Right?
IMAGINE, the implications of this. What first comes to my mind is FAITH, SELF-STEEM AND HOPE. That is, if I've been dreaming for something, let's say having lots and lots and freedom, to travel, to buy, to share, to reach, to eat, to heal, to etcetera.... It much powerful to imagine it as something real, something already Matter, than something with the possibility to exist.
If I know and feel and understand something, then, that something becomes my reality. Remember, if you had the faith of a mustard you could move mountains???? Well, this is the fucking mustard. It is now waving as we speak in amazing speed inside my brain, rewireing and creating new networks.
What would happen afterwards as things feel more confident, more used to IT??? I'm so eager to find out. Don't you???
If you'd like to hear more or would like to have a discussion or confrontation. Please contact me at:
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