On spring 2013 received confirmation. I had healed myself of HIV with results and proof of this. However, my emotional system crashed when I realised no one wanted to hear the news. I couldn't believe how nobody cared, not doctors, not media, not friends and family, not anyone. It was like the reality of this transformation was only an illusion in somebody's mind or only affecting myself and not the over 33million people living with a positive diagnosis around the globe. My brother said: "Who healed? You? Then ONLY for you should be really important" and I was shocked and sadden to the core by this truth.
If the 'negative' results had been achieved why I was still feeling sick?
Why did my mind needed the reassurance not only from a paper that proves it but also from my people? Why?
Why the 'negative' results didn't matter to keep me healthy and regain my strength? Why?
Why I was growing weaker even after achieving what I always wanted? Why?
Why I was not getting the response expected from everyone not even myself. Why I was not happy?
Realised I healed myself for the wrong reasons. I wanted fame and fortune, to be praised and admired by my success and not for creating an unconditional benefit for myself and for the world. I was charging for my services and wisdom, making profit of what didn't belong to me, demanding attention and adoration and I paid the highest price. At some point my mind was completely out of control, believing that I was god almighty with the ability to walk on water and fly if I wanted, created an alter-ego of great power, so much that I healed myself in the body, unfortunately not in the mind. That came later when I realised the true meaning of health and the blessing of pain.
Feeling alone in this quest, thought that the people who awoken me would be the same ones to save me but I was wrong and quite disappointed when saw that they couldn't even save themselves. Dying one by one taking all their faith and trust with them. No one wants to hear about life from someone who's dying or dead, thou it represents sometimes the greatest lessons of all.
Many people belonging to the "conspiracy theory" about HIV were as sick in the mind as they pretended to not be in the body and I knew then, I didn't want to die like them. Angry and frustrated with a system that didn't protect and save the ones it served but completely the opposite. Even in truth, they were wrong. As someone said: Is not about the Truth but how you say it.
I asked for help in the transition from healing the body and the mind but that help never came, was then when I realised the help needed to come from within, in that moment I turned and became a god and did what nobody could, alone and without a transplant of medula or medication. I became healthy, pure and simple. That was my greatest miracle.
If Truth is accepted or not does not changes the essence of it, Truth is Truth, that's it. My truth or your truth or everybody's truth or nobody's truth is irrelevant. What is IS. I learned the lesson the hard way.
Now I'm learning to live my Truth without needing others to accept it, like it or share it. If I want to be an example of love and happiness, I only have to be it. "Let others be while I just simply walk my path", this is my New Truth and the end of a chapter of sickness and dis-ease. Now it's time for Love, Peace and Pray.
God bless you all who read this and even more the ones who wont. Thank you.
NOTE:
5 Years ago to this date a gipsy told me in Madrid that I came to this world to bring down a man from the pedestal he was on. I never though that man was going to be myself. The fall from the clouds was painful as hell and my heart still hurts. However, I finally realise the death of Egoic-Time and I PRAY for Consistency, Patience and humility for whatever purpose, to whomever serves 3:3:3
LoveAlways
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
-Special thanks to the soul who called 999 on that night between life and death and the magic of sychronicity at 3:33am . You know who you are even thou we have never met in person, since that night a piece of my heart belongs to you. You saved my life and my soul. You gave me Hope. God bless you.
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