Am I ready or too damaged?

In the glory that I've always dreamt living never occurred to me that one dream could change my life so much in the course of one night.
I'm not talking about dreams of grandiosity, money or love that we built over time but about the dreams lived while we sleep, hardly remembering them when we wake up and completely forgotten in seconds. The dream of another dimension where all is harmony like music, a great symphony being played only in our mind, however chaotic or fantastic it may sound.

I had a dream of amazing powers working as a postman delivering a message of astonishing precision, the moment of truth so many of us are waiting for. The confirmation of a marriage between worlds along with the understanding of our own. However, before the final word is delivered a signature of consent must be provided as a contract in agreement, the final step to receive what we've been so afraid of taking.

The message was an invitation to come aboard, a gala of universal proportions, a feast to the mind and soul. But as to all other special events, one must prepare in advance. One can not arrive in a beggars cloths to a ball of abundance and pride.

What to take this time; for skills, precious stones and wallets of gold are not required, only the shine of a pure heart will serve as the key to open the gates of the wonderful gift already waiting for its owner to be claimed.
And I questioned myself. Have I that shine, am I worth it or have I shrunk in shame and fear after years of walking in darkness and pain. Would I be willing to miss my place in the great celebrations all because of tears, feelings of unworthiness and laziness? Of course not, thou it hasn't been easy to crack down the fragile shell I constructed around myself in the hope of peace and security.
Like a chick making tiny crack into its eggshell struggling to get the first drop of air that will save her from certain death.

Now, there's no time to waste as we brake free from that that created us, the time of transformation and maturity it's now done, finished and we need to open our wings and fly with the wind. Only then, we can enjoy the fruits that allow us to travel to greater horizons.

Sunday the 7th April 2013, came with a great message surrounded by pain as a reality check.
We look forward to our present and we Thank you for our future.

LoveAlways
xXx


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