Saturday, May 9, 2015

Election Day - Ditching the Dissident Story

Once again life events synchronise. Today were held the general elections in the UK; Tories vs Conservatives and so on.
In my life I came to the election between fighting battles alone or joining in peace the rest of society accepting it for all that it is, with its rights and wrongs, goods and bads.

We live between two extreme realities that that we think confront each other in the hope to find The Truth; mainly between faith and reason, and for many years I thought the issue was to choose one or the other, only to realise at the end how everything is right and everything is wrong. Nothing is what it seems and everything is possible. However, there's an election that needs to be made and that is under the responsibility of who we choose to be and how are we making things happen.

The paradox of life taught me that although we can achieve certain levels of enlightenment, it is only by embracing our darkness that we can begin to love the process fully and ourselves. Transforming our realities and the lives of those around us in magical ways. 
We need to be aware that by fixing our mind to any end result regardless of how true it may be or right in our mind may seem, we are only causing more pain; which is exactly what we've been trying to avoid all this time. 
Who cares what's good or bad, if what really matters is how happy, healthy and holy we feel and with it, how much love we feel and can offer in return.

I have lived the life of a hermit for 8 years, searching for my own light in a city that never sleeps. Where many fake realities spark like musical shows seducing the senses like mairmaids; giving away the pollen of illusion and confusion. 
Nothing is real and nothing is not real, the only truth in all this is our own, the one that hits the right note deep within our hearts and which resonates in harmony with what our mind believes to be right.

This is the greatest challenge, to choose exactly who we intend to govern our lives, and I'm not talking about politicians, I'm talking about the presence within. The identity of our soul who knows the power of the mind and body that holds it in this world and dimension and that recognise the need to integrate and work together as a team and not as competitors.

We are here to serve our own purpose, which serves the purpose of each and everyone else to. 
We can't continue denying the existence of truths regardless of how much we want them to be different or how hard we worked in proving them wrong, for at the end only love is the only truth that exists, the rest are only dreams. 

Good night my love,
LoveAlways
X
333

Monday, May 4, 2015

Finding my food

I have to agree that life works in some very strange and mysterious ways, and most of the time I understand shit. Although, I think sometimes all makes perfect sense. 
Today's story begins with the idea that once we get rid of a lot of the bullshit we held inside, and in the process of becoming a greater version of ourselves we suddenly forget the old version and we begin to create from scratch the new identity that will become our new personality. 

In this very strange process I found myself kind of lost, exploring new dimensions of myself that will take over my life. One of the situations that magically aroused in the last couple of months was the fact that I didn't like the food I used to like, and although I could still enjoy many things, sweet things, breads, even meat; the feeling related to "the old" like not fresh anymore. The tastes felt expired and not at all satisfying but still holding the reminiscence of a past that not longer excites my palate, making my tounge kind of cringe. 

And you'd say, oh well we are changing and we just need to adjust to a healthier self, lighter and way more organic; however, this time wasn't that conscious or elevated, I mean with this that I didn't fancy salads or vegetables either. I began to know that I needed to eat and tried to eat whatever I thought would be what I needed in a form that I could fancy. But didn't feel delicious. 

So I'm right now, finding my new foods, something I fancy cooking and eating, knowing that it's the best option for me in the lifestyle I've chosen to live. So far I'm trying rice and beans. But this I s just a test.